Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Tutor at my school is going to be on a game show and let all the students sign the shirt she's going to be wearing on it. We all wished her good luck and hopefully, all goes well
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"Where's my background? It couldn't be like my dad and disappeared" Perfect cope joke 💀
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*backpack lol. Stupid autocorrect :')
This is why I should stop using da Ipad -
Wait. I'm actually goin' to change to the laptop. I got work to do on it anyway even tho I don't wanna do it
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SWITCHED !
Also, my sister had gotten me a gift. Gift was Pocky candy (my fav) with a cherry lollipop that was put in a cute Sanrio bag. Everything matched and looked nice. Appreciated the gift very much. After eating the candy, I decided to give the bag a new purpose instead of throwing it away since I loved it sm
Now, it's used as a holder bag for my non-used pencils in case I need 'em in class -
Sister has been interested in Sanrio and even tho I didn't care for it before, I'm kinda starting to get into it and really like Pochacco and Cinnamoroll cuz they adorable
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Kuromi is personally my favorite. -
Kuromi's pretty cool too, she's also another one of my favorites but I'm still gettin' more into Sanrio and am learning abt all the other characters as well so then I can soon pick my official favorite
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My mom thinks I be suicidal and depressed for attention and such and like, no. I don't think I am though sometimes, I get confused on my intentions cuz my mom or others be putting stuff into my brain that may or may not be true so honestly, it may be for attention but idk tbh. Yes, I do want to be cared abt for once and appreciated but I do pray that I don't come off as an attention seeking manner but I don't even tell my mom how I be feelin' so how can she really say I'm attention seeking.
Ik dis be all over the place but I'm just thinking rn. And to clarify, I still trying to get better despite the stuff goin' on irl -
And I've actually been very busy. Lots been happening to the point that I have been missing school days and been struggling w it which is why all my attention goes to school work each day when I get time for it. And Ik if I had more time, got my health under control, and got some help, I could get decent grades (That's what my teacher says), but unfortunately, everything in my life is a dangerous distraction. But I'm trying to ignore it all but then again, I do need to watch my back w some things.
Still, I'm trying to put focus to getting better when I can and getting good grades. Hopefully, things get better w dat -
Oop-- also forgot to take my meds 💀
Been tired, not sleepin', be stressed, can't remember things -
Ya know what, truth is... I do feel neglected by you (not talkin' bout anyone on here--). I said I didn't but that was a lie. Yes. I do love you. And yes, I do care. I just wish you were around cuz I'm tired of always being alone. I'm so tired of it. Ik none of this is your fault and Ik you and I want things to be different but... with how things are, I don't think we're ever going to speak again. Only cuz you don't want to speak to me... or you can't. Not sure anymore. Just wish things were different. Just wish that I didn't hold onto the memories so much. Just wish I didn't get attached to anyone so quick in the first place cuz it always ends with me. Alone. Struggling to stay alive but living anyway bc... um, bc... well, Idek. Why am I here? Staying alive? Maybe it's cuz of you? I'm waiting for you...? Maybe.. Maybe I am. I probably shouldn't but... I am, just like I was before
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Sometimes... I wish there weren't so many voices in my head
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My day hasn't been the best tbh... :(
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Eh, life sucks. I'll get used to it
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