Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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And I'm feeling so much physical pain rn. It hurts and has been going on for a while but I'm too afraid to tell anyone for two reasons: 1. Hospitals be a big No No for me even tho I got lots of appointments and 2. Too much going on to get another doctor appointment for dis
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I honestly hate it when people (specifically my mom but others too) say that I'm weak or I need to be tougher like yes, I get it. I'm not as tough on the inside as I show on the outside for yall. If that bothers you so much, Idk what to say but it's not like I can change myself and make myself as strong as you want me to be
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"Why are you always so emotional?!"
Well, my dear friend, have you ever heard of ✨TRAUMA✨ -
It actually hurts when people tell me to be tougher. Like, I'm trying so please stop
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Mom be tellin' me to be tougher and with her definition of tougher, it means "Don't talk about feelings. Feelings are yucky. Only yell and fight. That'll get you somewhere in life." Cuz dats all my fam be like. That's probably why yall always be fighting all the time. You never just sit down and talk things out. That's why I don't even get the chance to do what normal children would do with their parents or relatives
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Just got out the hospital.
Though it first started as a family dinner.
But now, my second aunt is in the hospital.
She couldn't breathe. She was falling unconscious on and off.
I was panicking, close to crying but I held in the tears. Ambulance came to the restaurant. Everyone was confused but tried to act like they were minding their business
They took her away and we stayed at the hospital for a few hours.
Just got back a while ago, almost 12 at night. She's doing better they say. She's active. I just hope she stays that way... -
Feelin' like those will be their last words to me for a while... Eh, idk. Didn't get much sleep last night. Too many things were running through my head yk.
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Heal Me by Grace Carter be relatable and great at the same time
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Sis may be going to a JVKE concert next year w friends and asked if I wanna go and I do. He's one of my favorite artists and YESSSS but like, crowds. I hate crowds. And some people be crazy at concerts tho at the same time, I don't think people would be like dat at JVKE's concert-- but still, idk
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Also, Idk all sis' friends like that. They're all older than me and I don't like hanging with people older than me since-- just bc I'm my sister's lil sister, they think I'm some tag-along child. Most people do which is why I hate gatherings and stuff with people my fam knows. Like, yess, I aint an adult but I'm not a 3 yr old either
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Reverting back to my editing phase / pos
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hmmm, need a good editing audio doe
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When he calls you beautiful and you actually feel beautiful for once and like the world is starting to make sense again and out of everything terrible that occurred throughout your day, you actually feel better now
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Oop-- nvm. Mom just commented on my weight like whyyy. Please don't do that. I've already been feeling extremely insecure abt my body and she's just... making it worse
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I already don't eat that much to not gain anything cuz I don't want her to say anything but like...
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