Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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People be weird and the fact that that was your only post here is crazy but ew, I did not need to know that
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Anyway, on an unrelated note-- I woke up feeling horrible and sick today. Today and Thursday, I was supposed to come to school for testing due to testing week but idk if I will at all this week
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Life is so hard! I am constantly bullied everyday and it's stressing me so much! And when I go home to my adoptive family I explode on them and get in trouble. Them adopting me is off the table right now I have five months to improve and if not I go back to a group home! It's hard I have to deal with a father that is even more grumpy than he already is due to a total shoulder replacement! I'm starting to feel like there's no purpose in life and if I die tomorrow no one will care! My mother was also in a group home and demons physically taunted her when she was 11, now from all the negative thoughts I'm having and a hyped interest in scary stuff I was mentally taunted in a dream! I can't sleep in peace at night because of this and I am altogether scared. Because the thoughts I have and the things I do, they are going to make a portal I know they are. I'm the easiest target because I constantly bottle up my emotions and help others, I don't love myself too much but I love others. I put others before myself and end up feeling like God forgot about me. More and more evil thoughts creep in my head... it scares me... I had a strong thought come over me when I was waiting for the bus a couple of days ago that told me to walk in front of a car. I almost did I remember being focused on only that and feeling that life would be easier for everyone including myself if I was just dead. But I didn't now I am physically, mentally, and emotionally scared. People who don't know me think I have a good life, I don't I've never been loved except for now and it's hard I have so many trust issues and from the way my dad was raised and he has dementia he yells a lot but it's not always his fault. Every time he yells it triggers horrible memories and makes me cry. When he yells I try my best not to let the tears slip through because I am emotionally scared. I also have thoughts of just floating off away from earth and severing my tires so I'll never experience pain or hurt again. it's hard and I am very much emotionally unstable!
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Hephaestuschild! STOP LOCKING MY f---ING THREADS!
I'm so tired of it like oops b---- my fingers bout to slip to. -
^This is not your thread man, use one of your own
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And censor it enough that has no real reason to be banned
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I can't this my only choice, Hephaestuschild locked my thread and I was literally in the process of venting so I made another thread and it literally had me saying I feel suicidal and Hephaestuschild locked my thread.
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Yeah, you can't be too vivid in those vents because people actually read those and get worried, myself included.
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Either way this person is dealing with things and you shouldn't butt in.
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well it's the truth, please don't make me leave I need to vent.
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🤦It's not yours though. I'm trying to help in case this person gets mad that you got in here....
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ok.... I'll go.....I just need.......a knife, I have to feel something and since I can't vent here I'll just see if my tetanus shot still works. I'm not pressuring you to let me in this thread, if I'm not welcome I don't wanna be here....
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