Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Ik it's been a long while since he's passed, like, as in Valentines Day long, but I still miss TJ :( He just made me feel so happy and the whole thing was so sudden. I'm glad I got to tell him how much I loved him before he left but it still hurts... idk why, I've just been thinking about him all day tbh
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He was lowkey the best lover, nothing as special as that gem I met, at least in my eyes
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2023 has been the toughest year tbh with so many changes. My selfish sister even "moved out" few days ago and now that's she's gone, I'm going to be cutting contact with her a bit bc how she left was the most childish yet controlling way to do it and the dumbest honestly since she has zero plan but whatever, Ig some people have to learn the hard way that they don't know everything
But yeah, if she needs help, my mom probably isn't going to help her since she's so disrespectful and ungrateful really, she also stole my grandmas suitcase to move :/ which she (my grandma) greatly wanted back but she (sister) don't care and don't got a job while leaving to buy a suitcase herself -
But um,, anyway-- on another bad note, my grandfather's funeral is tomorrow so it's going to be tough to attend
As for smth good though (semi good or okay??), I have been getting more into songwriting and writing comics, it's fun -
Nvm, sis came crying back and I ended up breaking down at grandfather's funeral though I did see my old BFF there again so now we're trying to keep in contact. Hopefully having her and her younger sister won't make me as lonely anymore
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But I'll be honest, I still feel pretty empty and my heart hurts
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I'm probably going to be gone for a week with my cat but tbh, I just wanna stay home
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I know were not friends but since I've posted here before do you mind if ask how're you're feeling?
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Though at the same time, I can't sleep here cuz the neighbors upstairs keep playing music to the point that our whole apartment is shaking :/ Not only that, but they're always stomping so dang hard on the ground and we hear it all through the night mainly, like from 1 am -- 2 am and possibly 3
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Shoot-- sorry for replying late but I'm doing kinda eh rn, not the best but what's new. Hru doing??
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Im good. Just checking on you lol although I'm probs pretty insignificant
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No, it's fine. I actually appreciate you checking on me so thank you. I'm very glad to hear that you're doing well though
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I'm honestly upset at myself. I'm lonely and want friends but am always so anxious and scared to reach out again cuz of whatever reason, just nervs Ig so I have the motivation to make friends, I'm just not the best at keeping them bc of stupid anxiety
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And then it's embarrassing and awkward cuz when I finally do get the confidence to reach out, it's like, so many weeks or days later
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Also, I feel like I say "sorry" too much cuz I legit annoyed someone w that... probs why I don't really got friends but it's okay ig
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