Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I just feel traumatized and can't breathe..
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Ik I should go to the police but I'm too scared tbh...
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I haven't been online in a while cuz so much stuff has been going down but I'm still alive somehow so yk
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I have at least been getting more into songwriting in order to get my emotions out and even though I'm a beginner at it, I do enjoy it. Plus, I've been listening to more music and bands as well
Not only that, but I've also been trying to exercise once everyday to remain healthy. That's smth I've been wanting to do for a while but never got to, but with my mom wanting to exercise too, things have gotten easier with that. Plus, it's just needed to exercise in general cuz yk, life of a diabetic--
So yeah, I'm in my "Self Love Era" I call it since I've been trying to take care of myself as well as love myself.
TJ was the one who put me in the correct direction of doing this and pampering myself. Each day, I miss him more and more and emotionally, things haven't gotten easier but idk, I still feel like he's here supporting me somehow and is still here for me so I'm doing this for not only him, but for myself too. He put me in the correct direction, now I just gotta go for it and make us both proud -
I should check on them but I'm afraid to for some reason...
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Also, idk why but I'm so nervous about going to school tomorrow. Some of me wants to go but the other half of me is like nahh and I'm worried that school may throw off the schedule I had made through this entire break but Ik that in the end, it comes first but doesn't help my mental state much
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But on a good note, today I got to play some games on the old Wii we have. I mainly played Mario Kart but there's also a few other games we have, even old Just Dance games and a Michael Jackson version of it which is cool
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Ugghh, I have this History essay to do but tbh, I really don't wanna do it but yk, kinda have to bc we're supposed to do that for a grade instead of the ending year test but tbh, I would want to do the test instead. It's quicker
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But idk, at least I don't have that many days of school left
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And so far, all I got planned for the Summer is to go to the beach which I'm both happy and scared abt bc I have drowned there once when I was 6-7, but I'm probably not going to be around the water then
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I am fine with pools though and even went swimming with my mom's best friend's kids some time ago
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But I'm not a pro swimmer tho, only reason I like pools is bc it would be fine if I stood in them--
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And idk why I'm here ranting about this ngl
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Probably bc I don't got much else to do today :) Well except the essay but I don't wanna do it rn, I already spent too much time starting it and am so tired
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Probably tired from that and staying up watching anime last night but we don't talk about that and usually, I don't got many plans during the way unless it's just dramatic stuff
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