Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Plus, if I argue with my mom, I feel like I'm getting even closer to behaving like my father and what I want is to move farther away from that...
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Broke down crying earlier when thinking of him... I miss him..
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I love you, TJ.. and have been doing my best to get better, to improve my mental health and stay strong for you like you wanted. Things have been getting pretty tough though. Usually, when I'm struggling, you'd hold me in your arms, run your fingers through my hair, and comfort me as I vent and be a total crybaby, but even with my moods, you were the sweetest thing in the world. Whenever stressed, I always imagine being in your arms to calm me and I still have that cute dog plushie that reminds me of you.. though whenever I see it or see anything that reminds me of you, I can't control myself. I just break down crying. You not being here is the worst loss ever for me. Sure, I did get to tell you how much I loved you before you left but still, it's not the same; it'll never be the same..
I miss you. I love you. And even though things are hard, I'll do my best to continue eating, staying strong, getting better, and taking care of myself like you wanted me to... I miss you so much, my precious yellow person <3 -
Oooh and I also finished that drawing of us ! Too bad you couldn't get to see it..
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Having dark thoughts again.. I just want it all to end. People won't actually miss me, right? It's not like I know anyone who would, my family are the only people I truly know now. There was once TJ, he'd miss me but unfortunately, my one source of happiness that I miss dearly is gone.. which leaves me alone to face these challenges, using all my willpower to retrain myself...
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It hurts honestly. It just hurts so bad. It all does.
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Why why why why why why-- WHY?! Why does this keep happening?! First I lost TJ, the love of my life then I lose the rest of you guys too... this can't get any worse. I love you guys. I miss you guys. Ik things were tough but I didn't want you to do this to yourself. I didn't want it to end like this....
I just hope that someone found you. Someone stopped you. Someone was there or you just decided to stop all on your own bc I can't lose you all. I just can't... -
Ik I keep losing everybody but.. not you too...
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I'm still so torn and worried. I hope they're okay
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And I'm sorry that I couldn't stop them, TJ... I'm sorry I wasn't enough.. and Ik you wouldn't have wanted them to do this just as much as I didn't
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All I want is to be happy with friends and a nice family too...
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OMG THEY'RE ALIVE !!! AND IN THE HOSPITAL RN !!
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I'm just so thankful and happy rn-- not bc they're in the hospital, knowing that makes me pretty sad, but honestly, I'd rather have that than them be de@d
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Don't worry, TJ, they're okay and I'll take care of them <33
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Also, random to say but there was a fight at my school today. It was during class but the only reason we knew they were fighting was cuz they were loud as ever, cussing each other out and I wasn't even sure why they weren't in class, but most of the teachers, the security guards, and even the principal (who was telling/yelling at one of the girls to stop grabbing the other's hair) got involved.
We were kept in the classrooms as the whole thing went on so idrk what exactly happened or what brought it on
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