Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Ofc when my sister transitions to my school, she makes friends within the first week / 3 days while I've been at that school longer and never got friends... Everyone just loves my sister more than me after all and she has the best luck in the world..
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Hey, you have friends here...
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It just means she's outgoing. Try to talk with people about stupid things. You won't believe how effective it is when you see someone in two of the same classes, and say, "Good, I think you're from my math class! I though I would have to be socially awkward AGAIN." And then just talk about how being socially awkward SUCKS
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I've done that before but the friendships just never work out bc the person still aren't interested in getting to know me...
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And I'm honestly just so upset rn and feel like breaking down. I'm trying to keep it together but my mom is making it hard and is going around yelling, called us annoying, keeps making comments on my sister and I's weight which is only making me more insecure, is talking about putting us on some diet specifically for those reasons, and is surrendering our dog tomorrow just cuz she don't like her and my dog is legit the only thing closest to a friend I have.
Plus, my brother is back for a while and is the same person as before, I'm having trouble with schoolwork and my mom is threatening to have me back in in-person school which is freaking me out and making me want to cry all on it's own bc of my anxiety, and everyone ik has just been giving me trust issues and treating me terribly when I'm being nice to them and try to please them. It's other things too but I'm not going to get too into it. Honestly, I really just wanna end it all but it's hard to attempt anything with my family watching my every move but I seriously just hate it here and hate most of the people around me. I don't even like my mom or have the same respect I used to cuz I thought she was trying to do better but guess not. I'm still thankful for what she gives us ofc but she's still messing her children up mentally.
I wanted to talk to my bf too since he's the only one I have who can make me feel better and I did get to talk to him a bit these past days but we couldn't talk today bc he was busy :(
Just feeling so lonely honestly and don't like the vibes I'm getting from this household. I want the pain to end so bad and I feel like I can never be happy and when I am happy, ofc the thing that makes me happy needs to be taken away -
I'm so sorry. It sucks when ur parents don't understand what ur going through. Do you have a member in your extended family u can talk to?
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I do have other family members but they can't really do anything since they'll just agree with my mom on things.
Plus, rn I'm honestly more upset with the situation with my dog than my mom bc I don't want to get rid of her, but at the same time, my mom doesn't really have a lot of money to use on the dog to keep her or take her to the Vet since she's getting older anyway so Ig her surrendering her is a good thing but still, I'm going to miss her so much and feel like my mom wants me to be sad about her leaving... -
Honestly so sad rn and I miss my bf... I hope me and him can talk soon and even though we've been dating for a year now, I wanna ask him to be my valentine this year bc he had asked me last year when we got together so I kinda wanted to make him feel special when being asked too. So yeah, if I get to talk to him on Valentines Day, then that's smth to look forward too. Something good out of all these other problems..
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Good, I hope you and your bf have a good time.
I'm so sorry about her surrendering your dog, and hope you get through it. -
Luckily, we haven't surrendered our dog yet since things began to turn up leaving us too busy to do that but idk, when the time comes, hopefully, I'll get through it
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Didn't get any sleep last night so I feel terrible and feel that my anger issues are getting worse
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Me trying to stop myself from doing anything stupid
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I wish I wasn't a diabetic bc now, I be getting treated different and don't get to see myself as normal
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But yeah, that's not really smth I can change sooo
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Whenever people stop talking to me, my mind immediately tells me "You're annoying. You're annoying" repeatedly. This happens often and I feel like I just annoy every person I meet, even my bff and bf and I honestly hate myself and the way I act. That's really just my feelings straight up
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