Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Now I feel like crying. Omg. Sometimes I wish I didn't have emotions, especially since they cloud my logical thinking
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I literally cannot breathe and my mom just goes abt it like whatever and changes the subject. Thanks mom.
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My sister had ran away some time ago...
She had her backpack on and told me not to tell my mom that she was leaving
I tried to stop her from leaving and was actually going to run after her, even if the ground is wet and it's raining. I didn't even have my hoodie on but I didn't care yet I knew I couldn't get to her quickly since she was already off so I just told my mom and she went to look for her. My grandma did too but neither of them have found her.
It's 12 at night where I am and even though this has happened before, I'm worried, but the police had came and are currently looking for her -
I've been hurt so many times that when it happens again, I don't actually feel sad, if anything, I feel emotionless and more broken than before
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Dang it, I'm still alive
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Felt like I haven't been online for a while tho but it's kinda been nice since I've been trying to exercise and get out more.
Downside is that my anxiety is still a thing when I go places, specifically crowded places, not like I want to go to places like that but sometimes, you kinda have to. -
Crazy how people lose interest in me so fast
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Life's been tough and I've been trying to sort things out with myself since I've found that some issues are revolving around me personally and yeah, all that be difficult and is weighing on me but then today, my partner came back and is safe and I like, literally cried... I was just so happy, still am and love how he won't let anything come between us. He's lowkey an angel who I highly simp for and want to protect basically but I was just so happy to know he's back and hopefully, he never leaves.
And yeah, Ik one minute I was talking abt solving problems with myself and the next, I turn into a simp but what I was getting at was that things have been difficult but him coming back made it all better -
But yeah, I also came back from bowling and that was so much fun, I'd love to go again
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My mom be saying my facial expression either looks like I'm bored or intimidating but that's just how I look most of the time. I can't change that and tbh, I'm more afraid of other people than those people should be of me.
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Also, I got put into another situation where I felt lonely within a huge group of people yay
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And no, none of them were actually talking to me. I was just kinda standing there as usual and often get left out even when I try to be put in or whatever you refer that to
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But then at the same time, I give avoidant personality disorder energy often when around people too so there's that
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People saying that they're proud of me makes me so overjoyed. I rarely hear anyone tell me that but when they do, I just--wow, I just love it so much, especially when my partner says he's proud. He already knows I love that tho lol
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Reached my arm out just now for literally no reason and found that my wrist still sore yay
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