Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Maybe I was just born to be sad
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Hungry but too lazy to make smth to eat
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Idk exactly how to explain it but I keep having these sudden moments throughout the day where my body will move uncontrollably. I'm not sure why tho and it only happens for a split second. I try to stop it but I can't. I could be stupid and it's happening for an obvious reason but I really don't know
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My mom be belittling her children's problems with saying things like "You're dealing with nothing" (when we say we are or are going through a lot) when we're sad, calling us greedy when we're crying, and telling us repeatedly to shut up when talking to her, etc like woman what ???
And I kindly tell her the things she says that I'm not always thrilled to hear (I do this kindly and am coming to her as a child, not some adult demanding smth of her) yet she STILL does/says the same thing over and over again cuz she's mad that we aren't the happiest kids in the world (even when she says she'll change or she wanted advice on parenting in the first place, which I give yet she's still upset abt it bc I don't answer with the words "Oh, you're so perfect, mother") and talks abt us being children and needing to be in our place
Honestly, I am grateful for all she's done for us but she doesn't help us mentally nor emotionally at all and when I first became depressed and came to her abt it, even trying to hint at it a few times after that, she said it was just a phase or that the feeling would go away soon like it wasn't important yet it never did and my life never got better. It all started with us moving and from there, life didn't become the good life of one in movies, it became the one of a nightmare filled with loneliness, depression, diabetes, and taking shot after shot with crazy, frightening surprises and forcing myself to get through it. I don't got no friends. No one cares about me or asks how I'm feeling. I'm always feeling like ending myself. I'm slowly losing everything I care about so yeah, don't get attached to items or humans. Everyone around me just makes things worse, especially family and Idk what to do with myself since there's tons of other things I can list too.
But no, mother, I'm not going through anything and life is just peachy š -
But I mean, things could've been worse in the parenting department: I could've lived with my dad
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Though it is most found in adults, I feel like I have a certain personality disorder bc I have the exact same symptoms and feelings for it. And it likely explains why I don't have any friends
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My brother is getting too comfortable with touching me and has been threatening to hurt me but I told him if he does, I will call the police. Think I've said this before, don't know, still got bad memory, and don't think he cares
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On a positive note out of all the problems in my life-- Miraculous Ladybug/Chat Noir trailer came out.
I lowkey hate the show for it's bad writing but for some reason, I can't stop watching it. Pretty sure most of the fandom feels the same way but ykyk -
I hate school. It's just another place I can feel lonely at. And get headaches.
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Been feeling depressed n lonely today tbh.
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I always end up alone in the end and it sucks
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hope your okay š„ŗ
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Eh, I'm not too good, just struggling a lot but thanks, hopefully I'll be okay eventually
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Sis wants me to help her emotionally but I'm not even stable myself so idk how I can do that
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Even though I feel like ending it all each day, there's still a part of me determined to fight this. I can't let depression take my life away even if I feel so bad, but Imma be honest, fighting depression is so difficult but Ik most people are dealing with it now so I commend all who are still working through their bad days and never giving up even if life be tough
Even then, it's so hard to be tough about things cuz then everyone around you don't ask how you're feeling bc they think you're a-okay or simply don't care. That's life everyday and it just makes me feel more lonely than I am and depressed. Even then, I'm still here, motivating myself bc sometimes, people just won't be there for you and you have to depend on yourself for things, even if you've reached your limit. I've now accepted that this is the brutal truth which is why I try to support people when I can bc I know how it feels to be alone and feel like no one is listening
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