Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Yeah, I definitely need to talk more and make friends. I'm so lonely all day and don't even know what to do with myself most of the time
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BUT OOOH ALSO--
I just remembered and don't know if I mentioned this but my sister had put both me and her in an art competition where the theme of the art is Summer. We can send in multiple drawings/paintings/sketches/etc as long as they follow with the theme.
The winner of the competition gets their art put on a shirt or item and earns money while 2nd, 3rd, and runner ups get money as well. This isn't a school thing, my sister had found it somewhere and put us both in so hopefully, we're at least at the top places -
Sometimes life can be overwhelming. There are days when it seems like the world is against you, and everything you do turns out wrong. It's hard to stay optimistic and positive when everything seems to be falling apart. Sometimes, you just need a moment to step back and take a deep breath.
It's okay to feel frustrated or angry or sad. It's okay to cry or scream or punch a pillow. It's okay to take some time for yourself and do something that brings you joy, even if it's just a small thing. Sometimes, all you need is a moment to feel heard, to know that someone is listening and understands what you're going through.
It's important to remember that everyone has their own struggles and challenges. You're not alone. It's okay to ask for help, whether that means talking to a friend or a therapist or just taking a break from your routines and responsibilities. It's okay to be kind to yourself and show yourself compassion.
Remember that there is always hope. There will always be good days and bad days, ups and downs. This too shall pass. And when you come out on the other side, you'll be stronger and wiser for it. So take that deep breath, allow yourself to feel what you need to feel, and know that there is still so much to be grateful for. -
So sorry for replying late but I just wanna say thank you so much <3 Like seriously, thank you. My day hasn't been the best but hearing this really helps and I'm just holding on for things to pass though again, thank you so much. Just feels nice knowing that someone cares to say smth so I'm very grateful for that too
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We surrender our dog on Wednesday. I'm honestly so sad about this bc she's been in my life since forever but it's just that she's getting old and we can't really afford to take care of her needs as an old dog.. Or that's what I've been told. My mom said she's going to get me a new companion (dog) since I was recommended one by my psychiatrist. I don't get how she could have the money for that, a new dog, but then again, she now has a boyfriend who's actually very chill. I like him, it's just that he works a lot to make lots of money so I haven't gotten to meet him in person yet. He's just too busy but would probably help take care of the dog with his money since he said he would and would let me have a pet along with his dog if we all were to live together someday.
He'd pay for the new dog but not the current one basically. My mom doesn't like our current dog, Roxxi, so I feel like that is the main thing driving her to get rid of her but idk. I still feel like we aren't that stable with money to have a pet other than our cat (who my mom loves so she's not going anywhere) but yeah, idk. I'm just confused I guess. Sad too. Imma miss my dog so much and the thought of not having her around makes me cry... at the same time though, I think it's best if we give her away. I took one good look at her today and that's when I started crying bc Ik giving her away would be the best for her due to want we can't-- or won't provide even if she'd probably be so sad to see us gone so suddenly...
Plus, I have testing all next week and idk how focused I'm going to be knowing that my dog is going to be gone by the end of the week... -
Hey no problem ☺
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I literally ended up breaking down during testing break today... I was standing in the corner as everyone was talking and hanging out which was trigger number 1. Watching people hang out together bc I'm a nervous wreck and usually cry when feeling lonely and always friendless so that alone already made me feel sad, close to tears.
Plus, due to already feeling sad from that, I had thought about how my dog is going to be gone by tomorrow and that made me even more emotional. I tried to hold in the tears though but a teacher who I am close with and trust (she's kinda a therapist teacher for me) had came out of her classroom during break time, coming in my direction. I would've loved to talk to her. I always love speaking with her but Ik she'd ask abt how I was feeling and all which I didn't wanna talk about rn since I was on the verge of tears so I instead tried to avoid her but failed as she came up anyway, asked me how I was doing. I felt like crying and was holding the tears back as I said "I'm fine" but Ig I was mumbling bc she couldn't hear me and at that moment, I just broke down crying with all these other kids around me.
That teacher is sooo nice though bc she hugged me and took me away to the front office where it was more quieter and there was less people. Along the way there, I had told her "sorry" while balling my eyes out but she said it was okay and took me away to talk a bit and talk about letting things go since I had to do that with my dog. She even cried with me bc she has suffered losses, one of the losses being of her brother at a young age, and even her having a similar situation with her dog so yeah, we cried the entire time but eventually, I went back to testing. She helped and comforted me a lot which I was grateful for.
Today was just a lot and I'm going to cry again and miss my dog. She's leaving tomorrow... -
Welp, my dog is officially gone now... and now I'm realizing just how different each day is truly going to be bc I'm already beginning to see it..
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One day without her and it's already so different... I miss my dog :(
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I hope she's okay right now and is getting help though...
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And her new owners better treat her as if she's the best pet in the world. I love her so much
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Cousin finally had her baby on Star Wars day so yk, that's good I suppose.
We (mom, sister, aunt, uncle, grandparents, and I) also helped my grandmother's sister move into her new home a few days ago. It's an apartment built just next door to ours (Yeah, idk why there's another apartment RIGHT next door to our apartment. There was no need for that but yk) but we're at least able to walk over to see her and the apartment is nice with a hotel-kinda look and has a cafe, gym, pool, game room, barber shop, and much more. It's very nice honestly
Still struggling with the dog thing ofc. Still miss Roxxi so much and hope she's okay. We even put a photo of her up in our room to remember her by but tbh, whenever I see it, I just feel so sad...
So yeah, those are the updates nobody cared for but idk, I just wanted to talk about it -
Oooh shoot-- a random thought just hit me. I had promised to make friends with someone but like, I haven't and forgot so umm, yeah, I only have a bit of a month left to do it--
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I'm not even sure who I'm going to be friends with tbh, I just promised I would make a friend finally
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I'm sure there's lots of people who'd be happy to be your friend
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