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There was like a lot of other things too because I spent 2 hours searching for the things she wanted but it’s just so weird I don’t have time to type it all? I’m convinced she was just depressed and was going through an episode where you buy stuff to feel happy. I’ve never done that personally because I don’t really have much money to spend on stuff that goes towards my skateboard but I have met friends in the past that coped like that but I had never seen anyone spend so much
And she had like a lot of bags from other stores in her hands too so she had made other stops before zumiez -
I probably sound like a judgmental a--hole big I promise I’m not judging her or her spending coping skills I don’t give a s---
I’m just concerned because her vibe and her as a person just felt sad and empty I don’t know how to explain but sometimes you meet people that make you happy even though they’re strangers because they just have like something vibrant inside you know?? Other times it’s people that are angry and you can sense it
But her no. I just felt anxious because whenever I looked into her eyes nothing looked back. She also had strange mannerisms and clearly had no filter with what she did and didn’t share
Or maybe I’m over exaggerating but I’m not if you guys would have met her you would have thought the same too. I’m not a believer of that spiritual s--- with the crystals and whatever I respect it but that’s not my thing
But this girl. Idk, she felt like a ghost. -
I’m not saying she was a ghost that was spending racks on clothing no
Like her as a person her energy vibe thing and her eyes even though they were brown felt like they were glazed over and she made you feel uneasy and sad -
I didn’t check out with her because I wasn’t working the register but when she left the guy working the register was like that’s the most I’ve seen anyone spend since I’ve worked here and said she was weird.
Before she left she did say thank you and waved at me. She’s one of those people you meet and leave an impact. -
Lmao not you playing the victim when you literally destroyed everybody’s life around you.
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I guess that could also apply to me but I was talking about my dad because I don’t get how the f--- children are supposed to be taken care of without ending up bankrupt
$500 on diapers mate
$160 on formula
$200 on clothes they grow out of in 4 months
Like I get that’s my brother and as the 21 year old I am in case both parents are absent I would get custody and have to take care of him but f--- his mother exists??? I don’t have kids because I can’t even take care of myself before now I’m here taking care of this child I had no idea they were SO expensive -
Oh s--- and toys? I don’t want him to be a cocomelom ipad monster in the future so we buy him interactive toys and also shoes and also socks which I guess is clothing but I swear that babies have access to a portal in the black hole because one minute they have socks on and the next they’re gone and never to be found
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Like the frustrating part is not taking care of a child, I’m actually surprised because I CAN take care of them and understand how to interact with them
The part that’s frustrating is financially supporting them. Babies/ toddlers are expensive. -
um is this the study or...
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Oh right I need to come up with $1.5k in 32 hours.
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Which is fantastic considering I only have $100 in my bank account.
I’m not even going to b---- about it because it was my fault for drinking and partying and doing substance after substance during my late teens and a few months into when I was 20 but sometimes I wonder if it really came from there or if it was from all those separate times things happened to me while growing up that I got that because I swear to you that pain that pain happened to me in middle school and then again in High school and then when my mom found me curled up in a ball she wanted to take me to a doctor to get a full body head to toe check up but my dad refused? -
Anyway there is no point sulking on old memories when I can’t do anything about them other than get into a long depression like November through February. I guess I’m just wondering if going to the hospital, spending all that time getting exams, getting a bed there, and then getting told surprise you have xxxxxxxxxx well not like that obviously they were professional about it but like was it worth getting told that? Was getting into debt to get told you had a s--- disease actually worth it? Like hell for that pice and to be in debt for the rest of my 20s-30s I feel like it should have been something worse. I don’t get why medical bills are so expensive.
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Oh s--- a newbie sorry I just refreshed my page or maybe you’re a multi I don’t know
Hi I’m Jae I’ve been here since 2013 on my OG account I’m just here because this place is my virtual diary therapy thing, I don’t really interact with people anymore because this is me time. Sorry, i guess I forgot to hide from recent posts. -
If someone is allergic to something and they get stung by it or eat the thing they’re allergic to an X amount of times In one sitting, would that be enough to die? Because I’m allergic to honey. That’s the only allergy I have. If I were to consumer 14 bottles of honey would that send me into shock?
If I didn’t have a sibling to take care of I would try it for the sake of curing my curiosity but I can’t now because apparently I’m a parental figure. -
You know those people that are like I am only alive because the thought of my dog being rehomed and having the stress of seeing me lifeless is the only thing that keeps me from ending it all
I used to think it was dumb but it makes sense now
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