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I couldn’t wait anymore and I’m already in debt I don’t care about my credit the credit I had was high which is how I was able to get a rental place but I couldn’t stand the pain anymore I felt like I was getting stabbed I’m at the hospital waiting room because my b---- ass can’t hold down pain
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Apparently I’m able to hold down getting tattooed on ankles behind the ear on my calf and forearm as well getting needles stuck through my lip and nose while stretching out my earlobes but my body called it quits on THIS
You guys have no idea it literally is a stabbing feeling. You walk you get stabbed you sit you get stabbed you eat something you get stabbed and throw up the throw up tastes like fermented lime juice that was left out for 4 days in the cold -
security measures in this hospital are pretty high actually. They took my temperature at the part whether there’s the entrance and then another set of doors and then after they took my temperature they swabbed my mouth and asked why I was coming in. They also asked if I had been in contact or was experiencing any covid symptoms I said no and they told me to go ahead immediately.
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Congratulations to me I have hepatitis f---ing B.
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This is all I’m posting for a while I just didn’t want to disappear without giving a diagnostic I’m not about to pull a f---ing Misty Saphirra whatever the f--- your name was and fake my death on here.
I am okay but then again not really because I am not active for 1.5 years now so it must have been contracted another way and I think I know how but at least I am not dying from appendicitis and at least I don’t have covid. My abdomen still hurts whenever I lay down but it’s only faint pain? Like it still f---ing hurts but it’s not that bad. Anyway yeah I don’t know what else to say. -
Anyway I’ll be back in 1 month I need to figure some things out. This situation was a real wake up call slap in the face that helped me realize I am throwing away a lot of opportunities I shouldn’t be and that also I should quit BS and stop smoking and drop liquor all together which is going to be a train wreck and also I only have $395 in my bank account That’s another thing I shouldn’t be worried about money so much Why am I still rambling I’m a 21 year old still stuck on a website targeted to late teens even though I am no longer 13 like when I first got here Jesus f--- this needs to change.See you guys soon though
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1,789 in loans left and $5,235 in medical debt. At least I’m still under the 10k bar.
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Anyway my life has been the same as usual just more stress and grasping at extra hours whenever my managers are in need which is pretty much never because they like to schedule 3-4 employees per shift and see the customers angry at us for only having 1 lane open even though the rest of us are doing inventory
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Also my left abdomen area still hurts occasionally but I haven’t drank since because of how I was s---ting myself thinking it was liver failure.
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I just want to know why we have to work so much to meet ends meet even when we have to share a place with other people because alone we couldn’t afford it?
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I’m on my way to getting a degree which I hope to get a job for later on in life and just an entry level would be what I make now but without running all over the place trying to not overlap schedules -
Which is still bad like I realistically would be back to living in a car if I were to try to live alone but that makes me wonder
All my retail employees who never went to college because they couldn’t or didn’t want to, what’s going to happen to you guys as you age and have a family? How do you juggle two jobs and still have time to sleep and see them? -
Having a family in modern day America is such a stressful thing to think about.
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My bank account reached -$15.10 I’m crying that’s a $45 overdraft fee per day
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If I wouldn’t have put $15 gas before the $30 water bill from the 27th processed I would have been able to go deposit $1 and avoid that oh my god where the f--- am I going to get $15 from
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