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I don’t remember anything that happened in my life from November through December other than what I typed down on this website. I don’t know why I was so sad.
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I have $139 in my bank account I should get another Kermit the frog tattoo but this time a tiny one on my knee. Whenever I feel sad or don’t feel anything at all I go get a tattoo or a facial piercing. It’s between $25-$50 per piecing and $50-$100 per tattoo since they’re all small and just line art because I like the black line theme. I have an eyebrow piercing, snake bites, 16mm ears, bridge piercing, 3 Kermit tattoos, a cringe worthy Falling in reverse emo anthem Russian Roulette revolver gun tattoo which let me pause my list there
That tattoo was my first tattoo and it was done when I was around 18/19 I believe? It was done by a girl I think I mentioned on here when we got back from a party on campus. She said she would do it for free if I was her practice skim fro her portfolio but she chose a really painful area -
Which I can’t say because I feel like i would get flagged but just the revolver would have been fine until I stupidly asked her to add “finger on the trigger for my dear Juliet “
What the f--- is that Jae? Seriously could have chosen “blood on my hands” or “what’s it like to die alone?”
But no, I thought it would be quirky to add that in the middle of a f---ing dorm room while s--- faced and she said “okay” to it.
The tattoo is surprisingly not bad after care was a pain though but it was my first tattoo. She also did a little sunflower doodle on my ankle and she has one too before I left.
Honestly that’s one of the questionable things I did as a teenager. I try to remember but idk if she wore gloves or not LMAO -
Honestly what was my obsession with that falling in reverse song when the singer is a racist s--- person that went to jail for beating his spouse
Every emo had a song from a band they clung onto for dear life. For most it was pierce the veil or black veil brides or my chemical romance but to me it was falling in reverse emo ass 2006 song
Bleh, and I wonder why I’m the way I am now. -
Disclaimer I do not like the singer I don’t even think that was one of the major bands I listened to when I was emo j think I only knew that song and that song only
I was a bring me the horizon emo I really don’t know why I didn’t get a bmth tattoo
Anyway go guck yourself Radke that’s the only good song you guys had -
Ugh Jesus Christ every time I look back at my emo phase I cringe so hard. I can’t believe I dated as many people as I did while looking like that. My hair was styled like an emo but it was dead and fried and felt like Velcro.
Then I just cut it all off I remember and then grew it out into the skater middle part I kept and pretty much have now. -
My biggest shame from that era was when Ashley Costello found me on Instagram and commented on 3 of my post two flower emojis and then one heart on the last of the three. That’s honestly so embarrassing oh my god. And my dumb--- really took a screenshot and uploaded it into the image website and posted it onto my main thread in 2015 as a “oh my god look” *fan moment ahh* noises.
I only had like 300 followers how on earth did she find my profile? Who know but it was her verified account that I followed. -
If that image is still up and I can remember which f---ing thread it is I swear to god I’ll die of embarrassment not me coming on her flexing. Jesus f--- that’s so embarrassing.
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I like to imagine she was just scrolling through her follower list or her comments or something and that’s how she found me because imagine if it’s because my profile was sent into like her band group chat and they were roasting me? Nah man I find out it’s that and forget my sibling, I’m passing away from shame.
Oh my god ahhhhdhgdhdhdh why did I remember that embarrassing ass moment -
Coming onto here*
Jesus. You know what if they were making fun of me it’s what I deserve because I was looking like a 2006 emo in the year of our lord 2015. AND to make it worse I remember I posted my graduation picture with my green cap and gown where my hair was covering my face and all you could see were my snake bites and braces
I’m screaming In pain that’s such an embarrassing thing and it’s forever stuck in my high school yearbook for class of 2017 -
I remember it wasn’t until the end of 2018 when I finally middle parted my hair. That’s so embarrassing.
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Coming from an ex emo if you want to date an emo they’re still around they just look like skater guys now
Except don’t do it. All of us have issues to work out and a good chunk of us are broke or have mommy issues. No stable man would spend their free time going vroom vroom on a wooden board and customizing it. Bonus points if he says he’s a tattoo apprentice like most do or a free lance musician or photographer. -
And before any of you skaters on here say “well not me, I’m perfectly fine “
Okay then I’m not talking about you. I can only speak for Portland and Washington skaters from all the s--- I’ve seen and done. -
Although if you say you’re fine you’re really not mate think about your latest relationship, your relationships with your parents, your net worth, and your debt level. Unless you have a neutral playing ground you qualify as a man with issues too.
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I feel sad today which is weird because usually I’m on autopilot mode feelings wise and don’t feel anything at all.
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