"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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yeahh that’s lowkey hard to judge
and yeah, that stinks, i’m sorry about that :( -
it’s okay. if my week gets ruined, it gets ruined. it’s not like i haven’t thought abt returning as a leader, bc i honestly think i’d like to :)
i also want to maybe start volunteering in the youth ministry not just on the worship team, but as a group leader, bc i think it’d be fun and i like working with kids-
tho if i wanted to serve with the kids at my church, i’d have to stay where i live next year, and possibly go to the school that’s in town, rather than go out of state to the other college i’ve been considering, the arts school. i’d end up going to the church campus there, would would be amazing bc it’s like the central of our church campuses, and it would be cool to work there, but all my kiddos (not my actual children lmfaoo) are here- idk man lmaoo -
yeahh its tuff lmaoo
why is making decisions so hard man :’) -
frrr :’)
i have time tho lol -
true true u^u
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anyways, in better news, i have some new clothes for camp u^u
got a cute exercise skirt and some comfy shorts :) -
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ooo that is so fabulous u^u -
yes, very fabulous u^u
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i wish my parents would actually trust me not to do bad things, like-
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it’s like they think i’m gonna do smth stupid and f--- up my life or sm s----
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i’m actually about to lose my s--- on my mom, like holy f----
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she’s gaslighting me, i swear to f---ING GOD-
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(dear lord i repent for my sins- lol)
she bought me a cover up for my bathing suit, right?
i go downstairs bc i’m like, i need a cover up, and she tells me she bought one. i’m like, when did you do that? and she said she told me she was buying me one, along with the one she bought for herself. which, in my opinion, is f---ing bulls---. she never told me ONCE she was getting a f---ing cover up for me-
and ik, this is smth so dumb i shouldn’t get mad over, and maybe she did tell me- maybe i’m just kind of deaf (which to be fair, i probably am a little deaf from blasting music lmaoo) but like, it’s the fact she does this not just on rare occasion, but more often than not.
she’ll tell me to go do something and be like, i told you ten times to go do it, so go do it now! and i’m just like, when did you tell me to do this?! like seriously, i swear to god she’s gaslighting me, smh -
and also, i look like a fatass with the cover up on over my bathing suit.
not that i don’t look like a fatass normally,
i just extra look like a fatass. -
i f---ing hate my body, like-
and the reason it’s like this is probably just bc i don’t take care of it?
but like, i hate it, so why would i??
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