"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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"i could push every goal back, take control back,
if they'd roll back the rate, at which times starts to fly.
never landing or standing by,"
guess i should make another one of these. i mean, i'm still as fked up as i used to be, just maybe not in the same ways?
i feel like i'm doing semi-better mentally? still dealing with anxieties tho, but i'll work it out someday, i think :)
"never taking a break, ever making me retry.
we "nickel and dime" every "quarter to two",
but maybe it's time to let time pass through."
-lyrics from "passing through by kaden mackay. -
i just worry a lot, yk?
in general, about big things, small things.
about someone i love dearly just barely brushing hands with death, or some project that's worth half my grade.
i'm worried a lot, i think-
maybe i do have like, undiagnosed anxiety ^^' -
i'm stressing over my auditions, like- so bad :')
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"and i know their worst fear it to look like me,
and that fact makes me wanna kill somebody.
i'm eating at the counter and your talking about your weight,
i usually don't hate you, but today i'm enraged."
-diet culture by brye -
there's nothing wrong with my body,
"fat" is not a dirty word.
if my body tells me something,
i will make sure it is heard.
if my body is a vessel,
i will give it what it needs.
i will not betray my body,
no matter what they think of me. -
just a lil reminder for me.
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only a few hours til the audition- damnit :'( -
i'm stressing, it's in 3 hours-
f--- -
school sucks ass.
i have two big-ish assignments, and a test all due/on the same day-
and i was only given 2 weeks for one of the assignments, and 1 week for the other assignment.
and i have other work for each of the classes, including my other ones-
i wanna cry :')
and i'm just so tired :') -
and like, i'm a procrastinator, so-
this is gonna be a pain in the ass for me to actually accomplish :')
plus my adhd makes me distracted so- i'm screwed :') -
school makes me wanna cry, tbh-
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am i a bad person for liking his music? am i a bad person bc i still enjoy watching content with him in it?
he's done s---ty things, things that aren't easily forgivable. but, i've enjoyed their content for years, how am i supposed to just drop them? -
and i'm just- i'm so fking pissed and disgusted, and ashamed i ever liked him and looked up to him. he's the reason i started playing guitar.
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i just feel so gross :')
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well, i kind of figured out my school work assignment for english.
don't mean i'm not gonna keep procrastinating ^^'
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