"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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yeah, because like- my leader, i talked to her abt all this, and she really truly believes that our relationship is a very healthy one. and i do too, i just think i needed to let my friend know that, what she did made her uncomfortable, but she obviously has her reasons for why. and that i still love her no matter the mistakes she made, and that those mistakes do not define her. and that i want to be there to help her, but that i just need some space and a bit of distance. because i really didn’t think she would do that. but i guess i can see it, bc she deffo seems like the person to do that? but idk :|
in other news, despite all the drama (and the heat and the hills, omg- i- i hate the place we do our camp now, it’s so bad xD) i think i had fun :) -
yeah, i totally get that! i’m really glad you know when to distance yourself and make boundaries for yourself and your relationships:)
and that’s awesome! i’m so glad you did :) -
i definitely feel better letting her know, i just- i really hope she doesn’t like, secretly hate me for it- bc ik she seemed like she understood, and i’m sure she did, but i can’t help but worry ^^’
yeah it was good :) the worship was my favorite part, like- honestly, i have really been considering like, sometime in the future, seeing if there is some way i can contribute to the worship staff -
yeah, that’s fair dude i get that
im sure it’ll be okay though! she sounds like a really genuine person :)
omg i love praise and worship 😌
lowkey the best part of any church camp
and that would be awesome!! -
she really is one of my best friends, i really do just hope she can find help, whether from me or from someone else, and that our relationship grows stronger despite, or even because, of this u^u
xD real
and like, just watching them get all hype for the fun songs, and then pouring their hearts out for the emotional songs? that’s what i want!
like, i already serve at my youth ministry’s band, but i do hope one day i can move up to the main campus and work there :) -
yeah exactly!
yessss it’s amazing
mom gonna be gone for a second! i’ll be back after dinner -
fr, and it was such an amazing experience being so close to the stage- last night all the seniors and graduates got reserved floor seats, and i was up there with my friends (and that one guy i like, but that’s not abt him ^^’ lol) and, holy cow it was such a cool experience-
a little overwhelming, bc of all the people and sounds and flashing lights, but like, despite that (and my legs and feet aching haha) it was such an amazing experience :D
also, i got to see an good friend of mine who moved a while ago bc her father went to work at a different church campus, so it was awesome catching up with her ^^ -
also no worries lmaoo
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oooo that’s so awesome!!
and awww i love seeing people who moved away :) -
yeah, it was great seeing her again :)
and my god, has she grown TvT like, it’s crazy how different she looks
and her sister too! altho i never saw her this time around, which is a bit of a womp womp :( -
i think i may also make this as, not just my thread for venting, but for talking about Christianity and my walk with the Lord and how it’s grown in the past year. so if you don’t like, don’t read, and definitely do not comment, please and thank you.
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i also really want to try and nail down my testimony to share with others, which i think would be good to have worked out u^u
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i really do feel like, i connected with God more this week than i have in a while? idk if it’s bc it was church camp and i was more obligated to read my Bible n stuff, or if those tears were just bc i was on my period- (lmfaooo) but, i feel like i did, at least to some extent :)
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i really am upset that my last church camp (as a student, who knows i may become a volunteer!) was so s---ty. like, i’m f---ing graduating, and that’s how i had to spend it? dealing with ppl bringing their goddamn vapes to a CHURCH CAMP and having to find out my BEST FRIEND was apart of it?? i’m so f---ing glad i am graduating now, like- if this whole thing happened last year, i do not think i’d be able to be apart of my youth group anymore, i- no joke, i would join my ma’s (my other bsf, who wasn’t apart of this drama (she did know, bc someone in her group was my other bsf’s roommate, plus she’s the one who told me abt the drama)) youth group. i was literally about to ask if i could be apart of their group for church camp so i wouldn’t have to be in my group, because last year one of the girls also brought her vape, AND A MOTHERf---ING EDIBLE, to church camp. i just- i don’t get it, some of these ppl seemed like they would never stoop this low, but i guess i was wrong…
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i want to tell him. i want to tell him that i love him, even if he never likes me back-
honestly what i may just do is like, before he leaves, give him a letter i wrote telling him how i feel
just like what i did with my friend when i told her i needed to set boundaries in our relationship bc of the church camp drama.
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