"can't the future just wait?"
Thread Topic: "can't the future just wait?"
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if i have to be anywhere near her, i might just break down into tears, i’m so scared-
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and it’s gonna be worse bc my mother’s volunteering and if she sees me bawling my eyes out i’ll have to either lie or tell her why and just make things worse, but i don’t want to make things worse, but i also can’t do this- i can’t spend camp her and the vape and the edibles, i-
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i’m like, having a proper, full-on panic attack or something, but it’s all like internal or s----
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i’m like, actually f---ing scared for my life, in a way-
and not just because of her, but because if my mom finds out about it, and finds out this happened last year,
idk what she’ll think of me, like- will she think i was hiding it to protect her?
because i f---ing wasn’t! i do not like her! she scares me and makes me uncomfortable!! -
i'm gonna f---ing cry, i'm like- genuinely heartbroken-
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what? what’s goin on?)
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it’s stupid and i know i shouldn’t be so upset abt this,
bc it’s just abt a dumb guy, like-
i love him but he doesn’t feel the same way, and now he’s got a girl he likes and is gonna ask out,
and my bsf has a guy she likes, and my other friend has a boyfriend, and i-
i’m just there, alone. i hate it so f---ing much, but i don’t ever have the f---ing courage to tell a guy my feelings when i like him, like- -
hey, i get that, ive never dated anybody ever :(
but ive also come to realize that, yk, as much as it sucks ASSSS
it’ll make whenever i get my first boyfriend or partner or whatever my vocation is SO MUCH BETTER
like you’ll have waited that whole time and grown and matured and found what your heart needs and things like, the lord has brought to your attention that you need in your life and in a parter and you can give like, your whole heart to whoever you date for the first time,
like an unbroken heart is so pure and so beautiful
especially when it’s truly loving someone for the first time, yk? -
that’s very true, yeah
i just- i don’t know, i feel like i’m doing something wrong?
like, i’ve only ever, to my knowledge had two guys actually like me when i liked them, and both of them i don’t talk to anymore (the first one, we just kinda drifted apart, and the other guy literally told me he was glad we never actually dated-)
which that leads me to believe, f---, i just wouldn’t make a good girlfriend, right? i’m just some f---up who can’t get a guy to like her? i’d be a terrible, clingy partner?? i just- i hate it so much, not knowing if i ever will have a love of my life.
i think my issue is i fall in love fast and fall in love hard, like-
when i love someone, i love them with my whole heart, ig? but a lot of the time it’s really f---ing hard for me to show it or i seem to show it too much and scare them off? idfk, i just- god, i hate romance and feelings sm… -
hey, i get that, totally
but i also feel like there are so many different types of people, and you haven’t even gone to college and gone out into the world and explored or truly found yourself yet, yk?
like, i think i might be called to be a religious sister, but i also know i need to try out dating before i jump into that for the rest of my life, yk?
you don’t know what the Lord has planned for you and when its gonna happen
like i understand it’s hard to wait, but it’ll be so worth it waiting for someone the Lord wants for you rather than someone YOU really like, yk?
like if you feel like something’s on your heart, like you feel unloveable and that you’ll be an awful girlfriend, bring it to God!
He was happily help you through it- and tell him about your crushes and stuff, he will lead you to the right guy eventually :)
also, remember that all love comes from Jesus- like i’ve heard of people, who through dating people, have found Jesus’ true love and caring and stuff
just remember to seek Jesus’ love first, and everything else will fall into place :) -
s---, dude, you got me tearin’ up :’)
HAPPY TEARS, not sad ones xD
yeah, you’re definitely right, and like- i keep telling myself that i’m gonna like- not think about romance and guys, figure myself out and get my s--- together, but it’s definitely hard sometimes lol
i do think you’re right, and i do think i’ll find someone for me someday,
i just really, REALLY wish it were now lmaoo -
awww i’m so glad! :)
and i get that lmaoo
patience is so hard sometimes
but it’s a good virtue!! :D
and you’ll do great things, with or without a man ;) -
xD ty ty u^u
i am probably still gonna cry myself to sleep bc of him,
but after that, i’m goin on my hot girl s--- girlboss arc, ong lmfaooo -
exactlyyy
like grieve something you wanted for a moment, then move on! just because a guy doesn’t like you, it doesn’t define you :) -
yeah, you right u^u
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