Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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Haha I have literally no personality
All the stuff I like is literally what a stereotypical gay guy would like, or it's stuff I've been obsessed with since I was 10 but now I don't have the effort to still obsess over it
Like yeah, I'm still obsessed with Percy Jackson, I just don't have time to tell you my top ten favorite everything and why I love it -
Idk I feel like all I do is school, roleplays, vent, sleep, and do the same thing the next day
And all the stuff I used to like I have no motivation to do. Like yeah, I still love reading, I just can't be bothered to read anything because I just can't -
That’s been happening to me a lot recently too. Maybe you’re just burnt out or smth? I can’t really say “jUsT fInD sOmEtHinG uR iNtErEsTeD iN” bc that hasn’t worked for me lol. I think what you’re feeling is relatively normal (for me, anyway) and it will most likely pass, it just takes a bit of time to regain that energy and for your brain to find something to obsess over. It’s okay to be lazy and not be bothered sometimes
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And don’t feel like you have to force yourself to do stuff. If reading feels like a chore, you don’t have to do it until you feel like you want to
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Ik but it's just like... Idk all the hyperfixations I have are the same as 5 years ago, just sadder, which makes me sadder ig
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Idk I don't feel like I'm explaining that right lol
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I can't believe I let this guy treat me like this for so long
this dude is a terrible friend and I can't believe it took me so many years to realize -
god I have literally no boundaries
I can't believe I let him treat me like literally every single bully does -
I can't call him out on any of it tho because he's the main theater guy. I have to be nice and respectful if I want a chance at having a semi decent school year/be involved in literally any theater related things without it being literal hell
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Ugh but he might transfer to the school I want to transfer to and then I'll have to put up with him AGAIN
Or I could let Miguire call him out bc I know she wants to and it might make things better but I don't want to drag her into this -
I'm so sick of putting up with awful people just because I don't want to be the one to cause drama but like this kid is actually awful
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I didn't get a single hour of sleep-
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And my coping skills didn't make anything better. They made it worse tbh
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The library used to be a safe space...
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If someone calls me a lesbian again I'm actually going to lose it
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