Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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Ok it's definitely not normal to feel suckerpunched whenever you go to seminary apparently I need an earlier therapy appointment- lol
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Hey at least I'm pretty sure what school I'm transferring to
I'm going to the one my friends are at and then if I don't like it, I'll transfer out (the ones my friends are going to is much less good academically (the other one is one of the best schools in my state lol) but it has much more queer acceptance and community so like- ya win some ya lose some lol) -
pfft- eh, learning is overrated, tbh lmaoo
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Lol ig
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She better be ok
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I hate seminary class. The teachers so sexist
imagine making a joke about how only women get eating disorders in the middle of your lesson- like good sir, what?
Also good news and bad news Lucas. Good news: You're not the only who feels physically sick and like you've been sucker punched in that class. Bad news: the only other person who relates to it (that you know of) is someone who's been going to therapy for religious trauma for the past year, so you might want to get that checked out dummy -
I forgot how good gender euphoria feels
Like, I'm talking "oh my god I passed as whatever gender I identify as by a stranger for the first time I can't stop smiling and I feel immortal" type gender euphoria, where you're just completely giddy and high off of happiness because someone used the right pronouns on you.
I have friends who are just transitioning and seeing them text me in all caps talking about how an old lady thought they were a boy reminded me of how I felt when I had that level of gender euphoria lol. It's just kinda something I've taken for granted over the past few months because of how (very luckily) well I pass as a guy, so I just feel kinda "meh" about passing most times (unless it's by a family member) which is very good for me, duh, but I also just kinda miss those euphoric so-happy-I-might-explode moments, y'know? -
This is only going into my vent thread bc it doesn't fit in my other one lol
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Ugh I can't stand family gatherings.
They all just ignore me and act like I don't have a name because they're too afraid to call me Lucas but don't want to offend me, even though ignoring me when I'm trying to talk to them IS OFFENSIVE -
And someone needs to tell them that the f slur is in fact a slur and shouldn't be said by cis straight people for a n y reason (none of them called me it or anything, they just said it for some stupid reason)
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Can't have an eating disorder if you just don't eat-
Man making spotify playlists really was a coping mechanism and I just didn't realize it until I couldn't do it as often- -
Bestie that’s worse go eat something
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But food is gross like... idk man I just don't want to. I know it's stupid, food just sounds really blegh atm
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Someone in my friend group is going to die before
we graduate
One of them almost died this f---ing WEEK- -
The scary part is, I have NO IDEA who it'll be. Like, I always thought I knew (especially after February) but lately he's been taking care of himself (which is OBVIOUSLY GOOD lol) and everyone else seems to be doing so much worse-
Like, there's a potential where I almost lost 2 friends over the weekend last week. That's absolutely terrifying
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