Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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We really thought this was the year of taking care of ourselves-
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Ok wholesome vent time bc I don't want to get too sad today
Me and my friends are having a friendsgiving because one of them is celebrating canadian thanksgiving (which is today) with their extended family and extended families are 🎶jeeeeeeeeerks🎶 so now on Tuesday night me, her, Miguire, and Rai are all going to come over to my house with a bunch of food and just watch movies until midnight and call it a friendsgiving -
Ugh I'm actually losing it
Like, thank you for being a good friend to her, I appreciate it, but you didn't have to use me as a stepping stone to get to her -
I'm so possessive over this friend it's not even funny
It's not even about her being MY friend and ONLY MY friend, they have other friends and I'm fine with that, it's the fact that I'm used as a tool to get to them. Most of the friends you have are people that became friends with me so that they could be able to talk to you, and then the second you guys became friends, I'm left in the dark. That's why I'm upset.
So then she's over here talking about stuff she did with you because you're bEsT fRiEndS and sHe kNoWs aLL tHe DrAmA AnD hELpeD yOu tHroUgh iT and I'm over here losing my s--- because wow she's such a great friend to you and she treats me like I'm not even a real human being and that's not fair -
And then there's also this level of shame where I knew everything that happened too and I could've helped you feel better and let you know that you're loved, and I didn't but she did, so clearly she's the better person because she must care about you more
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Chat idk how I'm supposed to answer my grandpa's questions-
Like pookie I'm just trying to eat my chips and pay attention to this baseball game, why're you asking me weird questions?? -
They weren't overly intrusive questions or anything, it was more of just a 'why did you feel the urge to ask this?' type situation
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I sound like such a whiner every time I reread my vents lol
Anygays I have therapy today. It's only been TWO MONTHS SINCE I HAD AN APPOINTMENT
Ik I'm lucky to have therapy, but I went from someone that needs an appointment every other week to someone who went cold turkey with no way to contact her for over two months -
I had therapyyyyy
It was actually really good lol -
I'm getting tested for ocd
I mean, not tested tested quite yet, she has to do a few questionaires and stuff beforehand, but yeah
It's kinda funny because I told her I wanted to and she asked why and I went on a long tangent about how I'm struggling in my geography and math class because of how random and sparatic the teaching is when it should be very linear and in order which then led to a section on how numbers are cool, but the number 666 is an ugly number and it's secretely 999 and the person who decided it was the number of the beast just read it upside down because 999 is a really pretty number and she just looked at me like "girlie pop lets get you tested you've been talking about numbers for too long-" -
Lucas you better remember to report Dex for all the crazy wacko f---faced a--hole bulls--- he's done :)
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Woah wacko and a--hole rhyme
IM SO SMART CHAT- -
[poll.l6O]
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Please don't go into my vent thread
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Anywhos uhm TRIGGER WARNING FOR ASSAULT SO YEAH
I'm gonna spoiler it anyways I just really don't want people to see this if they get triggered by this because uhm so do I lolz
Okay but out of 6 kids in my friend group (including me) I'm the only one who hasn't been s*xually assaulted (harassed sure but not assaulted thank god), and that makes me really sad to think about
Idk if I want anyone to respond to that, I just had to get that off my chest
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