Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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anyways going into a lighter topic
I love that Miguire's not in that self isolating period anymore, because she's genuinely one of the only people I care about/want to hang around with/doesn't drain my social battery at all, and I love her and her friends and I know I talk about her too much but WHATEVER -
Miguire's friends are lowkey so nice tho
I mean, they're my friends too, but they're on 'her side' of the friend group
They're so nice tho like we're all people pleasers to some degree but we're also mean sassy little smart alecks so we would make jokes about each other (mostly about me bc my mouth was numb and I couldn't talk well (dentist appointment)) but they all were so polite about it and kept apologizing whenever it seemed like the jokes went too far (they never did, at least from what I could see) and it's like omg you guys are so much nicer than my friend group xD -
They're definitely people I want to keep hanging out with no matter what. I kinda feel bad that I wasn't closer friends with all of them sooner lol
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If I don't report Dex today someone needs to yell at me
I probably will tho. I wrote it down in case I get too nervous to talk lmfao -
I reported him :)
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Ugh young womens sucked today
I was not in a good mood to begin with. I thought I was and then I got in the corn maze (fall break kickoff activity ig) and everything just broke in my brain -
Pov you spent the whole 4 hours in that corn maze just trying to get as far away from your church group as possible because the new leaders have no idea what boundaries mean and are all the "I'm just a hugger!" type of people and you feel like you're going to start decomposing if someone tries to give you so much as a fist bump
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It's okay tho I got to watch Coco after
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Lowkey kind sad my work is almost ending
It ends in early November bc it's an outdoors place and the winter is too cold for that kinda stuff, and it's also the most busy during the halloween season so once that ends it's kinda dead
Listen, I know I complain about it a lot, but it's actually really fun, and I don't think I'd be very mentally okay if I didn't have that job this year, and i'm very grateful I had an actual fun experience because I've heard horror stories from my friends that work at the haunted houses in there (I work at one of the food places lol) -
Ughhhhh I kinda feel bad that I reported Dex
like, ik he needs to and what he's doing needs to stop, I'm veeeeery aware of that, and I want to see him get in trouble for all the not-okay stuff he did, but I feel bad for it bc like his parents are suuuper nice (we're "friends" so I've been to his house and met his parents before lol) and I feel bad if he ends up getting in massive trouble and they get told because they're super nice and he's super not-nice -
How come all the super mean/toxic/dEx kids have all the nicest parents like it's not fair what-
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I'm honestly kinda glad I took a break from here for a day tbh
Nothing against this site, I've just given myself a sort of schedule/routine on it, which makes it feel more like an obligation rather than a fun thing to do. It felt nice to break the habit and take a break for a bit lol -
I'm having so much voice dysphoria lately it's not even funny-
Idk if dysphoria is even the right word, bc that makes it sound like it's not manly or something. I just hate how it sounds when i talk to people I don't like/don't trust -
And how it's like when it's around women. Idk how to word that right
I can go from sounding like a homophobic lil sports boy (yknow how they sound lmao) to sounding like the token gay friend in seconds and I hate it. I just want to have a voice that stays the same and doesn't bounce around depending on who i'm with -
And it probably changes bc it's a coping mechanism of some sorts, or some sort of "protection" (maybe the homophobic voice is used to keep myself safe, and the gay boy ultra-femmy type voice is used to make sure women feel safe and not like I'm a mAnLy dude type guy? Idk maybe I'm just over analysing)
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