Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I may take some time offline and might try to end things but idk and honestly idc and want to run from my problems like a coward. It doesn't matter if it makes me look bad in any way. I just want to sleep and not wake up the next day or push in a needle to cause a life ending scar. It's all because I'm so stupid and can't tell people what I really think. I always let people down all bc I just can't stand it anymore...
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I try to send signs to certain people that I can't take it anymore. I'm crying for help but it's no use...
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I really do need to stop being a coward though and may speak up for myself. If I let them down, then I'm just a jerk. For now, it's one person but soon, it'll be everyone
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Anyway--I noticed smth abt the Mario Booster Pack. Why the heck does it look so low quality compared to the rest of the courses lol--
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It kinda reminded me of the Miraculous Quilin ep but just more quality--the course lighting and such was just...unsettling Ig
Courses were still fun though but Coconut Mall kinda was disappointing ngl -
Speaking of Miraculous--I can't wait for that Miraculous Movie. It looks beautiful and I love the Marinette/Chloe in front of the school screenshot
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If you are so tired of life, based on what you have been saying this past month this is what I suggest
Tell your mother how you feel. Tell your family. Ask for their undivided attention. Tell them how they make you feel. Tell them that you want to die. Tell them all that you have been thinking for the last few years.
Look, it may seem stupid but just try.I was in a situation like you at one point, scared and thinking that they won’t listen or that I will be punished, but, when your in a situation like that, that is the last option.
Also, you really don’t seem like you wanna die. You say you do but that seems like a lie. I feel like based on how lightheartedly you always respond afterword that you are just highly overreacting. Sure your faces problems, but you will never kill yourself. -
You kinda sound like my parents rn. I can't tell them anything is the problem. I can't tell anyone anything bc no one cares or understands. My life isn't as happy as my last replies are. I only respond that way to try to get my mind off of k1lling myself and bc people say I'm a bummer and I don't want to appear that way. It may appear to be a lie, it is to my family too. It's all a huge lie because I always pretend or force myself to act or be happy to control myself. My parents say I'm overreacting too but they aren't aware of all the scars I have on my body along with me not taking care of myself. I'm in a situation where my doctor says I could die but I don't care at this point. I'm just keeping a low until it happens so it may seem to be a lie. If it is, then sure, you can think of it that way. I don't blame you but what everyone shows isn't how they actually are. In my situation, I can't do anything about it and I have no one else to rely on.
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Do you need to talk?
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You can’t say that no one will understand you in that context if you never tried to get them to understand.
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@Trem; Eh, idk. Ig but I'll probably be okay
@The1ForU; I've done that so many times that it's--in other people's sense--kinda funny. Everyone just says I'm overreacting or just pushover my feelings like it's okay. No one understands, I've talked to my mom about it in the very beginning but she said it'll blow over and with how my mom raised me, I have to rely on myself to help with my feelings. I'm not even sure how to process doing that. At this point, it doesn't even matter if I vent to someone or not, nothing is going to change. Life is just cr@p and I have to cry alone to deal with that. -
I don’t know how to respond to that
At least we can scream our heads off at life together! I hate my life to haha -
Came back from my doctors appointment some hours ago only to be told the same thing from before. Yeah, thx for telling me what I already know, doc/sarc
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Being told I'm overreacting and am slowly dying doesn't help. Health just went bye
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That's the exact reason I don't tell anyone anything. I don't even like talking to my doctors. It's like I have different appointments with different doctors everyday
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