Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I got a question. What do you want in life? Friends? Interaction? Freedom? Whatever it is, you have to know that it is not going to fix how you feel. There is no cure to depression. Friends go and thought change. There is no true freedom if you really think about it. We all serve someone. And interaction? There is always interaction even if you just don’t see it. There is also a joy to being alone. I know that it is hard to keep going, I am going through roughly the same thing, but think about what kept you going this far! Why have you kept trying all that long? What are you waiting in life for? Sometimes you don’t have to do anything and sometimes you need to make your own miracle. Something lucky might happen one day, and when you leave that house and turn 18, then you can wave goodbye for ever. You say stuff like things are getting worse and I understand that. But why give up now when it has been happening as long as you lived? That is what I differ, ig.
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Tbh, I really don't know what I want. Ig more genuine friends maybe??? It seems like most of my friends or just people Ik like to take advantage of me and don't really care about my health or feelings in general. Some of them know about my problems/current health condition but still push me to work or just ignore it. And I do like being alone, I have moments where I like it but I'm alone 24/7. Even before COVID, I was alone for a long time and sometimes it's gets annoying. There are some days where I have people to talk to to make me happy but in the end, no one really likes me or know I exist. My family don't even know I exist sometimes. I'm not even sure why I'm still going. It's probably just to help other people since that's all I really try to do in life. I honestly am kinda su1c1dal so I do still take chances where I can kill myself and my Diabetes somewhat helps with that.
Plus, not all of my problems have been happening since I was born. There's some stuff I'm dealing with now that I don't talk about and things definitely seem to be getting worse if I'm being honest. Life isn't worth it and I still don't know why I'm still living -
Idk God bless you!
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Parfois, quand je dis "je vais bien", j'aimerais que quelqu'un remarque que je ne vais pas bien et me fasse savoir qu'il s'en soucie vraiment et que je le ressens... Je ne veux pas simplement vivre seul tout le temps. Gérer les choses seul est difficile... mais je ne suis probablement qu'un abruti égoïste. Oublie. Je suis désolé d'avoir été si horrible, les gars...
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vous existez. tu es remarqué.
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¡No eres horrible y nunca digas que lo eres! es increíble hablar contigo y cualquiera que te odie debería callarse e irse. eres épica y no merecen tu amor! Siento que no puedas encontrar a mucha gente, pero sé que lo harás. ya conociste a algunas personas y lo pasaste por alto, y/o te aman y no te das cuenta en absoluto. estamos aquí para usted y espero que mejore, pero sepa que algún día APOSTO que encontrará a alguien. ¡Diablos, desearía poder hablar contigo en la vida real ahora mismo! esto es lo más profundo que he hablado con alguien. este sitio web, no, ¡las personas en este sitio web realmente cambian mi forma de pensar!
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Thx guys but still, it doesn't seem like life is really worth it anymore. Whenever I am noticed, it's only because I did smth wrong and it's not like I'll ever find people who truly care, maybe you guys but not really anyone else irl. It kinda feels like I'm falling out of my friendships online too...but idk, I'll just try to stay strong for now Ig. I really just don't feel motivated to deal with my problems anymore. Even simple things like eating, drinking, or doing any everyday thing seems hard for me now for some reason
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Plus, Ig it's this one person online too. I'm supposed to be working on a story with them and even though I'm always busy, have terrible mental and normal health, with them knowing, they still try to overwork me on things. Idk if they realize but they seem kind of selfish about it and even in the writing, it seems like their being selfish with them having most credit in it. I've said many times that I'm busy often but they still try to make time to write. I do it everyday, 24/7, tired or not, late or early in the morning. I try to take time away from it but it's not like I ever can. And whenever I'm offline for long periods of time or even short periods, they get worried, claiming they were worried abt me but it kinda just felt like she was "worried" abt me being gone bc we wouldn't both be able to work on the story. I've tried everything to send hints her way of me not wanting to do it everyday but it isn't like she gets it (or cares, I'm not sure) so Idk how to talk to her either. I just need time away from that to get a break too since everything else in life is so hard and I'm not doing too well...like at all. This 24/7 writing is making me begin to hate writing and is making it seem like it's a big part of my life, like a job. Plus, it's really ruining my brain and tiring me out..
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I. Hate. Groupwork.
Lol, but I’m praying for you still! God bless you! -
I. Do. Too.
I like to do things independently but that user came to me asking to do the collab story and I felt bad for saying "no" so I just said yes and now it's messing me up
Thank you, and I'll be praying for you too. I'm hoping your doing alright tho -
Not really, but thanks!
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People say I'm cared for and noticed but then look at the friends I have that forget I exist along with my family lol. Life is hopeless
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And the people who talk to me probably just pity me
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I'm just so easy to forget when you find people better than me...
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And Ik it's selfish but sometimes I just wish I wasn't so easy to forget all the time and that I was appreciated for once. I'm tired and work my butt off for others but it's not like I get much credit for it
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