Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Thank you. Same for you.
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Ugh, people upstairs in my apartment are fighting again. They always do and I always hear their baby crying and them making so much noise and the strange thing is, it's always just them who do that out of anyone else and I can't ever sleep with them up there
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I may just...stop going online. I just can't take this anymore. I'd rather just go back to being alone and depressed than making that a part of my life
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Everyone makes mistakes but it seems like my stupid self can't learn from them--
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What mistakes?
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Also, sorry it took me sooooooooo long to respond.
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It's fine and it's just so many mistakes. I always mess up and Ik people say it's part of being human but now it's just like I'm being stupid abt things and am making the worst choices
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And rn, I'm already so mad at someone. It's not any of you tho so dw, y'all are actually cool and are not a manipulative jerk like someone else Ik--
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I'm crying now too like what am I even crying abt
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I have episodes too. A few days ago, I had crazy mood swings. Idk what was going on that day
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I usually try to face them head on. Just face your feelings. It is always ok to cry, and if anyone tells you that you are a baby then they are just flat wrong. Those people don’t know how to face those situations because they are lucky enough to never have them. One day, life will hit them hard and they won’t be ready for it. You are strong. Keep being strong!
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Thank you...I've just kinda been having breakdowns all day and have been super afraid all day...but I'm okay now as long as I believe I am
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Great to hear that!
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Things seem to be getting worse. I'm having more breakdowns and taking care of my health is hard. My mom gets on me for being "lazy" about my Diabetes when it's just me being burnt out and my depression is taking away motivation. I'm tired 24/7 and work so hard to take care of everyone else while I can and put in all my effort but no one is happy and I'm sure no one even cares tbh. They just ignore me or make small comments about my problems or to me in general and move on. No one actually cares to support or show they truly care much. It's seems like my problems are just "me" problems that I have to deal with alone. Sometimes I just want someone to tell me it's going to be okay and feel that it is. Other times, I really wish I didn't have to deal with everything alone anymore. It's not like I can get any help though, I don't have any friends really. I have a best friend but I can't go to her right now so now I'm all alone with no one. I hate being alone like this. I don't want to go back to having no one for years again...
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Like, everyone claims to care abt your existence, but they really don't. It's a thing anyone can say, doesn't mean they mean it. They say it once, then leave. It doesn't matter. You don't matter. No one knows your there. No one would realize you were even gone so go d1e. Why are you even still alive/@ self
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