Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Hey, Kaykay, been a while, am I right? Glad to know you're trying to get better, but remember to take it slow and don't force it. It only makes it stressful
You aren't a burden at all btw. If anything, you're a hard worker and are so helpful and everyone loves you. You may not see that. If so, I don't blame you. I never have but that isn't stopping me from caring for you. Just know there isn't no "overreacting" when it comes to feelings. Your mom may say that often but it's a lie. I see how hard you work, how much you're trying, even through everything you're going through. I see that and am so proud of you just for waking up each day through all the stress. You're such an amazing, strong person for continuing to move on even during all this, while also handling everyone else's emotions
I see you helping people out. I see it. I see it every day and am just so proud. Even when you cry and let out your emotions, I'm proud because you're trying to cope with this and fight it. If venting is the only way you can, then vent away. Just do anything that keeps you from ending your life. I don't want you to go back to the hospital. I want you to get better but don't stress it. Tell people how you feel. Don't let people make you feel in debt for anything and make you feel bad. Keep going, please. You're never a bummer. You're the life of the party. You just have moments where your depression takes over you. Don't let it control you. You're strong and the only reason you're feeling this way is because you have been working hard and have been strong for too long
Feeling this way isn't a bad thing. Venting isn't a bad thing. Just take care of yourself and know that I'm always here, though I am so so so so sorry for not talking to you for a while. I've just been so busy, but know that you're amazing and I platonically love you a lot. Stay safe and talk to me when you can <3 -
OH MAH GAwRSH--CAL, HI! I'VE MISSED U AND sorry for not talking to you either for a while. I just thought you were busy and I didn't wanna bother you...
Sorry for responding late too, just been busy and thank you so much. I really needed to hear that. Thank you. Seriously, thank you so much. You're the best and ily2/p and hope you're doing okay.
And tbh, getting a therapist and doing certain things isn't as easy as it is for me to say it...I just feel as though sometimes my emotions get in the way for other people. It's hard. It really is. I hate how it's worse to the point where I can't control myself but...thank you. That helps encourage me. I can't make any promises to get better but I will continue to try and learn how to correctly cope. Still, I may vent a lot whenever I can't hold in my feelings
Holding in my feelings really is the thing that breaks me I notice haha...guess I've been doing that for too long...but thanks, Cal. Tysm -
That sc@r is stiffening my arm from the bandaid and now I'm afraid of showing it in school and I'm tired of covering them up with hoodies/jackets whenever it isn't cold
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Sonic Movie 2 was sooooooo good! It already broke records in under a few days and was definitely funnier and better than the first one. I'll most likely watch it again once I'm able to rent it--or buy the DVD. Really good and made my day. I'm excited for the next movie
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I also liked how the movie had many Sonic references and had a YouTuber in it as well
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Someone I barely know on Q just said "Sup bff" and I'm just rolling w it even tho I don't really know them, they just asked for story requests and that's it--
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I have horrible social skills cause I don't got friends like that lol, what she mean, there's no other explanation
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I feel like I only use "lol" and funny faces just so then it helps me appear positively whenever wanting to cry
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They say they actually have a "good" conversation w me compared to anyone else while I'm lowkey trying to avoid them so then I won't have to be pressured to turn a hobby into a full time job, like bruh, I like you, I just don't like the things you push me to do bc that's all they really care about. Why don't they care about anything else. And it isn't even abt them caring for my well-being, like, please, can we just have a normal conversation. I honestly barely know them bc we don't talk like that. I don't even know their favorite color--
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Ugh. And now they're just talking as if they are better than anyone else I have ever met like get outta here w that
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Bruh, sometimes I feel like whatever I say gets easily forgotten or past on. I'm trying to take time to work on myself rn and I think it's helping but they are just ruining it by overworking me. I don't hate them, I just want them to back away from the work stuff so then I can get better. I don't like the thoughts I have and I'm trying to learn how to control my emotions...I can't do that under stress. It just doesn't help and my doctor said it's killing me in a literal sense. I haven't even learned how to correct myself with my health yet like give me time, please...
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I need to learn how to take care of myself and to not be such a people pleaser but then again, I don't want to disappoint people. Too many people already hate me for not doing what they want
But...I can't keep letting stubborn people take advantage of me...it's happened too many times before, it's disgusting -
Ya know what. I'm broken, I'm messed up, and I'm trying to get healthy on my own but I can't so Imma just say something
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Why say anything if no one ever believes you 😓
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I'm really the problem tho tbh
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