mission thread
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Thread Topic: mission thread
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exhausted
last night was cool, found some new music and then it rained ice
woke up to open the door to them which was ok
but then i fell asleep for the whole time afterwards and a person knocked and woke me up and i couldn't answer it and feel a bit bad because they said to message the phone if i don't want it and i was like what i shouldn't have to leave me alone i already answered this morning
just real weird because i slept all day, it went real quick now its dark again
don't feel well :( feel like i have a fever or something
feel crazy exhausted really but never enough time to sleep
having problems like usual problems of existing
sad because want him/someone -
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don't really remember anything important today
apart from my shoe being soaked in blood when i came back from the shop and i was like wtf
again, waited for someone to take me to the shop but couldn't get anyone, well no one came
doing that awesome music
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weird day
i mean i don't remember doing anything
until i went for a walk in the afternoon
just wanted to get out and do something
but all the people are horrible and evil so i reluctantly had to go on my own
my feet hurt like hell
could barely walk
was walking real slow
no blood this time though but they hurt more???
i mean i feel like he's kind of gone
i'm also struggling to think clearly/properly
saw some cool stuff in the shop though, didn't buy anything though
although a couple of things i could've bought
and there was a glitter dragon statue i wanted/thought about getting
weird state feels like -
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still doing 💎 i guess
waited for someone to take me to the shop but no one came so had to go by myself
dk what else i did
but i feel better i think
i really don't want to allow myself to feel like this but i don't know how to feel better -
when the thing i need and want is the thing i can't have
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well emotional i think ;-; 💝
no one came to take me to the shop again
fell asleep for like 15 minutes and went away like i was away but i couldn't move it was cool and this is like a ✨✨✨✨✨BREAKTHROUGH ✨✨✨✨ -
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i feel too upset to write about it, i don't understand
i don't remember, i just remember no one came again
so i went to the shop by myself and i sneaked round the back -
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hmm today was awful tbh
i'm not sure how it happened either but somehow i don't feel like a person today or real??? :( -
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well chelsea came and i took it to go to the shop and i got the glitter dragon statue and another toy and fish and chips
so i was happy about that
haven't really been eating much
yeah i don't sound good actually
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