Mood
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Thread Topic: Mood
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I should've known this would happen. Actually, I never let my guard down too far because something came up in a matter of days. But, ever since the first time someone did me in, I've been more and more vigilant with each encounter.
I'm finding it harder to trust. -
What I want more than anything right now is to tell me what you want and be totally honest. Stay, go, I don't really give a f---. Just tell me what you're trying to do because it's annoying when you don't tell me. I'll be fine either way.
If you stay, you're going to have to try a little harder to fix what's not working out, and you have to let me help you.
If you're going to give up, then just tell me, otherwise I'm wasting my time and you're giving me unnecessary stress. -
Bad Coping Mechanisms
1. Sniffing nail polish
2. Scratching myself
3. Excessive desire for attention...
4. Excessive chocolate eating/sugar consumption
5. Pacing around the house
6. Imagining death
7. Skipping meals
8. Destructive personas
9. Pushing people away
10. Staring at knives -
Something doesn't feel right about that.
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I'm not really up for the energy I'm getting from them. I can't really find a way to cope with it right now. It's just a bit too much for me.
Maybe if I hold out, they'll calm down in a minute. -
I would always prefer a male guardian.
But, of course...............................................................there's that. And I shouldn't, but I would if I had one.
I wouldn't know what to think or feel, I'd just think and feel it. -
I would want him to hug me, comfort me, tell me things my parents don't believe I need to be told.
I'm only human, and I would appreciate the reassurance. -
But then, I'd also want him to protect me, actually be concerned about me, and kinda fall for me...
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I don't know why I'd find that so calming and comforting. Someone kind of authoritative, but also the love of my life.
I feel like I need constant babysitting, but only when I want it and only from a specific person. It's hard to express. -
It's too much traffic out in the Lounge, so I'm just going to stay in here with it.
I want to cry in someone's arms. -
Now I really want to cry.
People kept telling me "Once you're 18, you can do this", but that's not true.
I can't do anything without a job, no matter how much knowledge I possess. -
But, I do want to get married.
Just someone save me.
Please.
It hurts. -
But marriage would be the only way out. My parents can't interfere with that
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and no, suicide is still not an option.
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I'm not sure whether I should shove it deep down or embrace it and just be sure not to get pushy and weird with it. But, I'm sure everyone's been thinking that I'm the biggest whore on this site to just fall for this guy, fall for that guy even if I'm totally sincere in loving them.
I don't know if I should hide how I'm hyper like this or what.
I mean, I kinda feel like it's a part of me, but it might not be welcome.
I feel like I'm being shamed for it, so, I'm not sure.😕
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