Mood
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Thread Topic: Mood
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I always feel better when someone is around to help me, but then I feel bad for needing someone around. And I feel like I'm always being too much of a handful. I don't know how to accept help without taking too much.
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My everything hurts, right now. I fear that every second of my life, at any given time, my parents will start yelling at me again even though I'm doing my best.
I don't want to be around them anymore. -
It feels really bad for me. I'm almost always shaking, now.
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Oh, like I know everything! And like you do, too.
Just because you're older doesn't mean you're smarter. Now stop treating me like garbage about garbage, you f---ing ingrate!
I did the trash. You didn't say not to take something, so I took it.
Stop being so difficult. -
I hate living like this. I can never say what I'd like to. It feels so bad, and I feel so bad when people have a hard time trying to help me because of it. I don't mean to cause trouble, and I probably make it really hard for them to be okay.
I feel like everything is my fault, and I'm a letdown and I can't fix anything. I just keep showing all the things I can't do, and they overpower anything I can. -
I want to cry. It's so hard and I make it hard for others.
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I feel like shrinking away. I always fear the worst. I expect the worst because of all I've seen beforehand in life. And all the time, the worst is what happens.
I don't know why it...
I'm not sure...
It's always me. -
I feel totally bad that it happened.
I feel like I've messed up forever.
I don't know what to do.
I feel shaky and panicked. -
I've been self-destructing.
Won't be happy 'til...
But, I want that. -
I did try it, this week.
But, I've been scratching and scratching.
I've destroyed my arms, it seems. -
I don't feel like anyone deserves this (having me around doing this to myself). I mean, I really do care, but how could I say I care so much when I constantly want to die?
Does this make me selfish that I'd rather die than live just for a single person I care about? -
I guess I don't feel good, now.
I'm trying, but I feel like I'd rather give in.
When my heart aches, I always hope I die soon. I get upset when I find that I'm still alive. -
Okay, so that kind of ignited my repressed feelings of hate towards them. I do hate my family. There isn't a single thing I like about them, now. They're dead to me, and I don't want to see them anymore.
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The important thing is that I was honest and didn't wait or try to hide it.
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It's sad that I come here to distract myself from...the worst case scenario.
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