Mood
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Thread Topic: Mood
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I don't' know why I try, then.
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Life lesson: Boys are f---ing jerks unless they're already taken.
Like, we don't deserve the good men, girls of this generation, huh? -
I still don't feel like I belong, though. Maybe I don't.
I want to be somewhere else with someone else. -
Quite a few people have said something's wrong with me just because I get playful and act younger than my age at times. I don't try to do this, I just do it and it doesn't feel wrong, but maybe something's wrong with me anyway.
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Then, someone asked me if I was an age regressor one time. I didn't know how to answer that because I'm not even sure what would make me one.
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I wanna be loved and cuddled.
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No one gives me any contact unless it's always when I don't want it. It's not appropriate when I don't want it, and they fail to realize this. But rn, I really want it, and as it never fails, no one will give.
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I don't know why I even looked at that. I mean, probably because...maybe I'm still hopelessly... I know it'd be a lost cause at this point, and it's not cool. It's stupid. I know I shouldn't. He wasn't nice to me, and he should be out of the picture, now, but...
He was so empathetic, and I...I just want that again, but from someone who's actually available. -
It hurts so much.
I feel so alone.
I don't want to be here. -
I can't convince myself that there's a reason for anyone to do this.
I don't... -
Do you want me to listen? I wouldn't mind.
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I feel so stupid again.
Why is it so hard to do things everyone else can?
It's a curse that I'm the only one like this. -
And I cried in class because I felt so dumb. I wasn't able to understand chemistry, and I didn't get a good grade on my questions. And my reports sounded too simple, but my brother was using big terms I couldn't understand.
Nothing made sense to me even though I read so much on the lesson.
I tried my hardest and I still didn't get it. -
It made me feel so bad the way I was explaining my report like a f---ing four-year-old. I was so embarrassed that I'd written it that way, but I don't know bigger, better words that I can understand, and I lose focus if the report is too long.
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I really want to cry again, but my eyes hurt too much.
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