Mood
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Thread Topic: Mood
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AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE, CAN I HAVE SOMEONE WHO CARES AND CAN ACTUALLY HELP ME?!
All the people I know, and not a single one can help or is willing to help. -
I am breaking down inside, and I feel utterly miserable and alone.
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I just want to die.
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And then, we feel this.
The unbreakable urge all over again.
We know what it is.
But it shouldn't be this way...
It only makes me hurt worse inside.
To long for comfort and not have it. -
We're going to call it the Eva mindset, because we all know what Eva did.
But, mine goes much deeper. I'd be grateful for their attention and care, and I'd truly care as well. -
I just...want...comfort.
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Maybe...love is fake.
It doesn't exist.
The word is used in vain.
There is no such thing. -
Then it is...fake.
I hardly believe in it. -
But what is love? It is but driven by instinct, more or less, no?
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Any sort of love is instinct driven.
Love for a child is driven by the instinct to take care of the young.
Love for a pet is instinct to take care of things cute and seemingly helpless.
Love for family is driven by instinct of relation. You recognize they "matter" because it's in your blood, and if not, your mind has told you to grow fond of them.
Love for a partner is only driven by humanistic sexual desire.
So who's to say there really is a thing called "love" that doesn't have some underlying reason behind the drive to have "love" for someone? -
Every aspect of it is fake.
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Why have I been so stupid?
Why did I ever believe? -
I feel stupid, and I probably should.
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I mean, what the hell was I thinking?
But I can't help what I think because it's also what I feel and it's also just too much to ignore.
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