Morning
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Thread Topic: Morning
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Yeah talking to people makes me anxious and sometimes I just shut down.
Oooh. All I do is sleep and be sad LOL -
I rarely spoke when I was in school. Even to my friends, didnt talk much to them. Usually just listen to them. Did begin to speak a bit more senior year though- which seemed to surprises them haha
Thats understandable though.
Ah? Well sleep is good atleast. I'll not question too much.
I apologize if i dont reply after this, may i have fallen asleep. Hope you enjoy the rest of your night/day, Seth! -
in high school I was basically mute, I didn't talk to any b---- I was silent af T0T
It's okay, I been slow to reply cos I'm working on painting my dnd/rp character -
fixed his michael jackson looking nose
gonna fix the mouth up
idk if I wanna f--- with the eyes bc that's a lot of work -
fixed mouth, eyes next -
Hello!
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Howdy howdy!
How are you getting by? :) -
Howdy Partner!
I'm trying to figure out if I'm horrible person.
You? -
omg why ;;
drawing lol -
Because I like that I am away from my father for a week.I don't like that it is because he had to have surgery, but...I like being away from his constant anger and insults and glares. I like that my grandfather treats me more like an adult than a kid...
and I like that I can go to bed not hating myself because my brain saying s--- like "If your father can call you those things you must be really f---ing horrible" and have my old cutting scars ache and beg for new friends...
Am I a horrible person?
Noice! -
nah, it sounds like your father may be emotionally abusive if he insults you all the time?? don't quote me on that tho idk you guys so I could be very wrong
but yeah, you're not a bad person for that. it's natural to feel relieved when you get away from such tension
it make angy -
He has been like this for many, many years. He calls me cuss words more than he calls me by my actual name. He is constantly calling me a failure without actually saying the word 'failure'. Everyone says it is emotional/verbal/mental (pick your word) abuse. I'm just trying to wait till I turn 18 so I can move.
I'm hoping he'll be nicer after the surgery....
what? -
I know how that is :( I'm sorry
drawing makes me ANGY because I SUCK and i cant get it to look right TT_TT -
I'm sorry you had/have to deal with it. It's cool.
I doubt you suck at it. You know, you could just draw a face where everything is first draft and call it 'abstract'. XD -
OKAY I need to move on from the face now ;-;
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