Morning
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Thread Topic: Morning
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awnim sory.
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Good morning
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This morning I got to drink my special coffee I haven't had in months
And I had a bowl of cereal with banana slices
Yumyum
The best breakfast, of course, is coffee and a cigarette, but I don't smoke so this is as close as I get ;P -
my dad's girlfriend was trying to get me quarantined before letting me move in under the guise of me being "more exposed" down where I live than they are
here's why that's bulls---:
my county has 10 confirmed cases.
theirs has 459.
I lived 2 hours away from the city, which has over 1k cases.
they live less than 45 minutes away.
I lived in a dorm, but only went out in public to get my prescription. I also own two masks that I wash.
they go to the store weekly. without masks.
it's obviously bulls---. she just doesn't want me here because I don't play her social games.
not only because I don't want to but because I literally can't. my mind doesn't work that way. also I don't want to -
I really wish I could be cunning and backhanded like Gail or like my friend. I wish I could play those dumb social games. But if someone asks me something I will almost always answer honestly.
Sure I say what I feel and don't hold back, but I wish I could hold back. Geez, I get myself into trouble a lot. It's why I had no friends in high school; I couldn't lie and pretend with people. The thought makes me physically recoil.
but damn, things would be so much easier if I could pretend like them -
tbh I'm not oblivious, I know there are people who have beef with me but on god I don't know why
or why people hold onto things that happened years ago
like, it feels like people have beef with me but I don't have beef with anyone. I wish they just wouldn't care, like me
I'm almost always neutral. even if the way I talk is harsh,
pls understand I'm rarely actually as "upset" as people think I am. its just the way I speak. im trying to get better at tone control but it's a problem I've had since childhood lmao -
tfw no one has anything nice to say about you
do I really come off so unlikeable? -
actually im feeling depressed now that makes me really sad wtf is wrong with me
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