100 days of sunlight
Thread Topic: 100 days of sunlight
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“Well- it’s not- particularly, like, recent, but it’s been going on for about a year before the accident,” Evan whispered.
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Connor nodded, rubbing Evan’s arm with his thumb. “What do you think is like, the cause? Your reasoning for why you can’t, or possibly won’t let you eat?”
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“I guess it’s just kinda- like, I don’t deserve it,” Evan whispered, shrugging. “And if I can loose some weight from skipping a meal or two, why not- Just- my mind. Well- that and my mom also has an eating disorder, and she kinda passed those habits along to me.”
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Connor nodded, holding Evan close. “Yah, that kind of makes sense,” he spoke, zoning out for a moment as he thought. “Do you eat at all during the day?”
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Evan was quiet for a moment, trying to decide if he should be honest or not. “No. Not usually.” He finally said, his eyes downcast.
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Connor nodded, looking over at Evan and kissing the side of his head. “When was the last time you ate?” He asked quietly, rubbing his arm with his thumb.
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“Yesterday morning,” Evan whispered another another bout of silence.
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“Hey, at least you’re eating a little bit,” Connor spoke softly, a tiny smile on his face.
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“It’s- It’s so hard,” Evan said with a whimper, shuffling onto his side again to hide his face in Connor’s chest.
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“I’m sure it is,” Connor spoke softly, holding Evan close as he moved his plate to the side. “But at least you’re trying- That’s a good thing, hun.”
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Evan hummed shakily in reply, blowing a breath out.
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Connor held Evan close, kissing his head. “If it matters, at all, I think you’re very handsome, and you shouldn’t have to worry about watching your weight. You deserve to eat, your body needs it for energy.”
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Tears welled up in Evan’s eyes. He hadn’t ever verbally heard those words - only on cheesy instagram stories or something of the sort. “Thank you.”
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“You’re so very welcome, my love,” Connor spoke with a smile, kissing Evan’s head. “Seriously, you’re f---in’ sexy, and I haven’t even seen every part of you yet~“ He teased, chuckling softly.
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Evan flushed bright red, gently hitting Connor’s shoulder. “f--- off-“ he said playfully, flustered.
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