~Love and Hate~
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Thread Topic: ~Love and Hate~
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Okay.
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Casually posts long ass sheet
Name: Andie Horus Kimberly
Pronunciation: Anne-dhee whore-is Kim-burr-lee
Name meaning: Andie means courageous. Horus means falcon.
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Sexuality: Bisexual
Astrological sign: Gemini
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 151 lbs
Nationalities: Greek, English, Irish, Dutch, African.
Scars: Andie has a scar on his left jaw. It's a long scratch that goes to the middle of his neck.
Piercings / Tattoos: He has a nose piercing and both his ears pierced. He has a tattoo on his rib that says "Love"
General appearance: Andie is tan, with bright blue eyes. He has straight, shiny brown hair that is quite thick. It frames his face nicely. He has straight jaws and a hollowed out face. He often wears a gray beanie, a blue tee shirt and skinny jeans.
Allergies: Peanuts
Languages spoken: English
Emotional stability: Hard as a rock.
Temperament: Has a quickly agitated temper.
Religion: Agnostic
Political party: Democrat
Habits: Biting his nails
Fears: Sharks
Pets: A cat named Olive.
Place of residence: Florida
Sleep patterns: Insomniac
Job: Works at a surf shop
General personality: Andie keeps himself above emotional involvement. He loves surfing, loves the water. He is major focused on surfing and his surf company becoming successful. Andie is also active in many charities and organizations. He wants to become a national figure for his activism. However, because he is so busy, he often doesn't fit a lot of his personal life in. -
Lol okay, I'll post in a bit, I'm watching my dads hockey game. (I'll be yelled at if my mom sees me on my phone XD)
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Oh okay cX
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Name: Matthew Jordan Smith
Nickname: Matty
Age: 18
Sexuality: Homosexual
Height: 5'2"
Nationality's: American, British, Australian
Scars: Matty has a few scars on his back
Piercings / Tattoos: Matty has five piercings on each of his ears, he doesn't have any tattoos but he's always drawing on himself with markers or with henna or something of that nature.
General appearance: Matty has long golden blonde hair that comes a bit past his shoulders but he usually wears it up in a ponytail or in a bun, but usually wears some out. His eyes are bright green, he has a tan but he looks quite pale compared to pretty much anybody. He has a small build and could easily be mistaken as a girl.
Allergies : None
Emotional Stability: Virtually nothing, he try's to control his emotions but it doesn't work very well and even on the rare occasion he does his eyes always show his emotion.
Temper: He is usually very patient and not easily provoked.
Place of residence: Florida but he's from New York.
Job: He's in the local college as an arts student he also works the graveyard shift at a restaurant.
General personality: Matty is usually pretty energetic and happy, he can beveryslightly annoying. He can be very emotionally attached to people and he takes everything personally.
Other: He was raised my his mom by herself from the time he was eight because his father got arrested for many things one of them being child abuse.
His mom always wanted a girl so she never let him cut his hair too short so he got use to it being long so he keeps it that long.
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Perfect ^.^
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Okay cool, sorry it took so long.
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I'll start if that's alright
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Yeah that's fine.
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Andie pet his cat, leaning back on his couch in their shared apartment. "It wasn't what it looked like." He said, in defense. Just an hour before, he had been found cheating on his long time boyfriend, Matthew with his long time friend. "I promise, Matthew. You know I would never hurt you, right?" He asked, trying hard to keep his calm stature. He did care for Matthew, it's just that he never really was satisfied with the relationship. And that made it difficult to stay faithful.
And of corse, he hadn't meant to cheat. It kind of just happened. And here he was, lying to the boy he was supposed to love above all else. How deceitful. How inhumane. 'I can't bring myself to tell the truth, though,' He thought, 'No matter how much I would love to set things right and try again, I will lie and lie again..' His expression darkened. -
Matthew sat there his eyes wide, he looked at Andie with a mix of horror, disgust and so many more emotions, "It wasn't what it looked like?! Than what the hell was it?!" He said, the promise he made to himself not to cry, he was breaking it, big time. They were running down his face like rain, he crossed his arms over his chest but he was more hugging himself tightly. He closed his eyes and hung his head.
He was finding it hard to breath, it was like his chest was strangling him, he was so sad and upset yet a small part of him wasn't surprised, which was making it worse. He'd understood that Andie wasn't the most emotional person and although it frustrated him to no end he'd gotten over it a bit, until he realized this was the extent of his emotional distance. -
Andie sputtered out a few weak excuses before sighing. He was doing what he never thought he would do. Tell the truth. "I was cheating, Matthew. And I truly am sorry. But our relationship- it's not satisfying for me. It's not working out. We're not working out. We either work it out or we end it, Matty." He laid those two options on the table, sitting back onto the couch. "I can be moved out by Tuesday if you want." His gray eyes showed the most emotion they had in a long time. Indeed, usually he was rock hard, motivated. Without care. Some might even called him sociopathic.
And while those may be true, it was unfair to call him without any care for anything. He loved Matthew. He did. But it was hard to express love the way Matthew wanted him to. He had tried and tried to express himself. And it never was enough for either of them. -
Matty pulled his legs up to his chest he looked at Andie his eyes were filled with to many mixed emotions, his eyes red and puffy form his crying. He wanted to snap something about Andie not being satisfied or how he didn't have the ability to be an emotional prude but he couldn't he watched Andie for a while, him still crying, "How many times Andie, you have to be honest, how many times have you cheated on me?" He asked, he didn't know what would destroy him more, him doing it more than once or just the one time as a happy birthday present.
Max started at the floor his pants growing damp from his tears, he shook slightly to paranoid about the answer. Although Matty would never admit, not to anyone especially Andie, because of fear he would ask what it meant, and especially, most of all his mom, that sometimes the emotional state of Andie reminded him of his father but at the same time he was nothing like him. He shook his head and hid his head in his legs. -
Andie didn't want to answer. "Three times. Three different people." Andie knew he was hurting Matthew, and it caused an unpleasant feeling in his gut. He knew this was wrong. He was wrong for doing that to Matthew. He looked stone cold besides his variety of emotions going on inside of him. "I'm so, so sorry. You deserve so much better."
Andie was manipulating him- or trying to. He could help it and he despised it. He abhorred it. He hated it. He hated himself. They had been dating for a year, and Andie was using him. Why? Because he just did. He could resist having affairs. And he did it in their house, in their bed that they shared, on his birthday. Andie was the universal definition of a douchebag.
Oh, get over yourself. Stop pitying yourself. You did this to yourself. And now you must deal with the consequences. It was your choice, your action. It's time to take responsibility for your actions. He forced himself to think this, otherwise, he may just go insane. -
Matthew looked at him nothing short of horrified, "R-Right here? In our house? All three times?" He asked, forced himself not to think of it too much so his body didn't shutdown completely. He looked at him the look in Andie's eyes pissing him off slightly more then it usually would of. He hugged himself tighter his chest growing tighter.
His heart pounded in his chest he felt a new wave of tears coming on and a worse tidal wave of emotions coming up. So many thoughts ran through his head, he couldn't even handle it.
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