Random Oneshots/Stories

Thread Topic: Random Oneshots/Stories

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  imsoclueless Hot Shot

  1 months ago
  (posting this here, too-)
  nobody.
  
  i have nobody. at least that's what it feels like. everywhere i look, everyone seems to have somebody. my mom has my dad, my sister has her twin, all my friends have their best friends, and it feels like i'm drifting. like i don't have anyone. like i don't have a best friend. i always say i have best friends, but sometimes it feels like i'm not their best friend. and i feel like i have nobody. i just wish i had someone to rely on. someone who i could talk to, to vent to, to enjoy life with. but i just feel alone. i think i might just be lazy. i could just get a life, go to school, get a job, get some hobbies. but what am i supposed to do, go through life alone? i want friends, i want to make connections, i want to create memories i'll remember forever, but i'm too nervous to talk to new people in person. being online made it so easy, because i could take the time to come up with the perfect response, but it's harder in person. it's scary, because what if no one wants to be friends with me? or what if people are just putting up with me for my sake? it's scary, and i'm kind of lazy, and i have nobody. i wish i could've changed something, done something different, didn't have to lose her- lose my best friend ever. it feels sad to say that someone i've known online for 4 years is (or was) my best friend, but it's kind of true. i felt like i could tell her anything. it was great. but she had to leave and i 100 percent get it. it's not her fault, it never was. maybe it was my fault, maybe i could've done something different, but she needed to stop and wanted to grow closer to the lord. and i probably need to do the same thing, too. but i'm not as strong as her, and i feel like i'm gonna fail. and i feel so pathetic for missing someone i've only ever known online. for crying over her leaving for her own good. and probably for mine. but i miss her. i miss her so much and it's only been about an hour since she's left. i hate that i miss her and i hate that i'm all alone, and i hate that i have nobody. super f---ing pathetic, right?
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  imsoclueless Hot Shot

  a month ago
  rp plot idea based off a reel i saw and made me giggle and kick my feet xD
  so (kinda pulling this outta my ass for the beginning lmaoo) there's c1. c1's a super hero (it's kinda giving miraculous vibes??) and they are good at their job and s--- but it's all so overwhelming for them, because sometimes things don't go as they think and sometimes they mess up or think they're doing the wrong thing- and they're also extremely conflicted because:
  
  they start to fall in love with c2, who is the main villain of their city or whatever, and they start to think c2's actions and "evil plans" are actually kinda justified. so c1 gets a sidekick, who's kinda giving anti-hero vibes, and at first c1's like, uhh- that's not how we do this- and the sidekick's like, but this makes more sense, right? and c1's like, s---, you're kinda right- and realizes that the world's kinda f---ed up and s--- and their efforts of saving it are basically going in vain. meanwhile c2's kinda just getting a kick outta this and is also falling for c1, and is getting kinda worried when they see c1's sanity slipping.
  
  so then c1 and c2 and the sidekick come up with a plan to "kill off c1" because they don't want to be the city's savior anymore and s--- and just wants to live out their life with their new romantic partner, c2, and so they come up with a whole plan, put it into action, and they hold a huge funeral for c1 and the sidekick does a speech and everything. little do the citizens know c1 and c2 are watching in secret, giggling at the sidekick's dramatic speech at the funeral.
  
  idk how good this could work as a rp plot idea, and this isn't exactly how i imagine it, but it's just a rough draft- i might do a better one later or smth, idrk lol

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