Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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thats so real
do you want to talk about it? if you need/want to, just spam me with stuff on pinterest and i can look later -
It's my schedule with rehearsals and theater. I'm just getting really burnt out really fast, I'm losing love for theater which is literally the only thing I'm allowing myself to think about currently, and I don't have time to do anything other than this site and homework, and there's a bunch of s--- going down with my friend group that I probably shouldn't talk about on here just because it's really serious stuff
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damn, i'm sorry. i get that. if you feel like youre getting burnt out, can you drop any classes/extracurriculars without it affecting your gpa, college stuff, etc? you need time to wind down and do stuff you enjoy and stuff (even if its just bedrotting), i know i wouldn't be able to cope if i didnt lol. if you want to vent about the friend stuff, feel free to spam me on pinterest, but if you dont thats ok too
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I don't want to drop any of my classes, and it's WAY too late to drop rehearsals at this point (we have a week and a half until the show). Rehearsals are just eating up my time, but once the shows over I'll have a break for a month or two. It's just the constant 2-3 hour rehearsals and lack of communication that's really getting on my nerves
I might vent about the friend stuff at some point, but i don't want to ruin the Arcane convos for now -
thats fair enough. i have to do that too at the moment if its any consolation, but thats just 1-2 times a week and obviously not as bad. just take the time off if you need, you don't have to overload yourself to get into a good college and stuff or whatever your goal is
i dont mind at all lol, we can rant about arcane later. or you can vent on goodreads if you like since thats like a completely different convo, and i might be able to reply before the end of school if its not blocked -
I'll take time off if I need to. The struggle isn't with getting homework and stuff done, I'm doing really well with that at the moment, it's more scheduling stuff outside of school, like doctors appointments and therapy sessions, because I get massive anxiety over missing school and I just straight up CANT miss rehearsals, so there's not a lot of time to do other stuff (i haven't had a therapy appointment since before christmas and i need to figure out my anxiety/antidepressant medication stuff so I have to find time to go to the doctor at some point), so it's all just kinda building up
ik you don't mind bc you're a good friend lmao, but it's been a nice distraction for me. I might mention it on goodreads sometime this weekend -
ah, fair enough, i can understand that. is it you or your parents scheduling the appointments? (if its you then wow youre like a mature adult man)
thanks pookie, and fair enough, i love ranting to you about it. go ahead, im open any time lol -
It's my parents (my mom specifically), but they double check everything with me because I'm a control freak. So today I pretty much had to come up with my entire schedule for the rest of February and March in the middle of math class (i'm not that much of a mature adult lmao)
No problem lol. Thanks, I'll think about it. Also fyi I might not be online on Saturday through Monday bc I'm going to be hanging out with cousins -
fair enough lol, i can relate to that. (thats so real)
alg, sounds good lol -
also i've gtg for my next class (f---ing SWIMMING) so i'll be back in like a bit more than an hour, so feel free to go to sleep
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lol yeah (ikrrr)
No worries, cya -
my brain is such an interesting place
I checked out my diagnosis stuff bc I think stuff like that is fascinating and apparently my OCD is feeding into my anxiety and magnifying it, and there's already so much anxiety that the buildup from it is amplifying (or maybe even outright causing) depression and potential (aka definitely but not diagnosed yet) ADHD
the reason they say I definitely have ADHD but I'm not technically diagnosed yet is because the anxiety buildup has been such a big part of my brain for so many years, to the point where it masks all my ADHD symptoms and stuff like that whenever I take the ADHD test (which is kinda like an IQ test bc of the spatial testing and pattern finding and stuff like that)
so their wondering if once I get on anxiety meds anything will change ADHD-wise. There's a potential that I end up getting retested for ADHD if I take the anxiety meds, but the ADHD symptoms are still incredibly obvious, and that would help me get diagnosed much faster than anticipated (the guess is I won't get diagnosed until I'm 18 and get tested as an adult (especially if the whole woman verses man ADHD diagnosis thing winds up being true, which is a whole nother story)) -
idk if that rant makes any sense, but tldr my brain is weird and my disorders are all stacked on top of each other like a weird game of jenga
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I wonder where our friendship would be if we never had that stupid f---ing politics fight
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We're still friends now and it's been nearly a year, and he's changed opinions since then and we've changed how we talk about this stuff, so it worked out in the end, but something about it still feels off.
It feels weird talking about politics with him. I'm scared of causing another fight with him even though it's been a year since our last one
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