Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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Most likely he'll be a politician and I'll be the one constantly texting him to make sure he doesn't blow up the world and mess peoples lives up lol
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taking new meds today
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The dose is small enough that it's not actually going to work for a while, but strong enough that it'll give me some side effects, that way I can figure out if they're going to be helpful or not before I get used to using them, if that makes sense.
Right now they just want me to keep track of if I'm feeling more tired than usual, and if it's making depressive thoughts worse, so it should be easy enough to keep tabs on -
Yeah they weren't kidding about how these meds zap your energy omfg
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I had to take a nap in my math class because of how wiped out I was
They just kinda sucked the energy out of me. I wasn't on edge or getting worse, so that's good, but I've been so tired and hungry and out of it all day -
I'll probably switch to taking them at night like the doctor suggested. The only reason I wanted to do it in the morning instead is bc I tend to be more productive in the morning
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I'm still kinda in shock over how hungry the medication made me this morning. Idk how to describe it, I ate breakfast before taking it (because the doctors told me not to take it while I was hungry lol) and then within 10 minutes later I was starving and crashing out in the middle of class
It might not've been the meds fault, it could be a period thing, or a mix of the two, but my god it literally felt like all the energy was sucked out of my body within MINUTES of taking it -
Which is also odd bc I thought it was a thing where it takes a while for medication to kick in, so the side affects probably would've taken a while to kick in too, but then again I'm taking half of what the regular dose is going to be so that might have something to do with it. All in all it was just a very strange day lol
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God, I know you're a fan of cruel irony, but stop meddling with my life please
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This s--- is getting ridiculous
and it's so mean to be selfish about this but I am, and everyone knows it -
And she knows I'm being selfish about it, so she keeps apologizing about it as if any of it is her fault and I have to just sit there and smile like I'm not bitter about it
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I tried using humor to cope but it's not funny anymore
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I want to talk to someone about it but then I'm ruining the mood. It's not their job to worry about me, especially when they're already worried about everything else
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We're fasting for my mom for a day
I don't really believe that kinda stuff works, but it's good to put hope and good energy into the universe, and it's important to my mom, so yeah -
If I hear another inconsiderate joke about her I'll actually explode
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