Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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A lot of them are mixed race so I get why, but it's so weird seeing the school so quiet and dead all the time
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I was doing such a good job of staying optimistic today and then after school rehearsals ended and we started talking about trump and it just got a whole lot more real somehow
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Also we did theater chairs today and that was f---ing terrifying- I've never seen Dex or Phoenix get that mad (including when me and Phoenix had our politics debate last year) and I hope I never see them get that mad ever again jesus christ
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and the fact that we did that based on memories of what people have done to us was insane too- my theater teacher had to apologize to Phoenix for giving him that assignment after because he did a damn good job and left everyone traumatized
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I thiiiink I found out the reason why I haven't been eating much food recently. idk tho, I'll have to wait another week or two to be sure
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we love treating eating disorders like they're science projects, I have a full hypothesis on it and everything, I just have to wait and see if I'm right or not
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I'm in a motivated mood today wow
I made a few goals even tho I'm now a month late for new years resolutions lmao -
i should be doing more but i have no clue what to do
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what do i even do in this situation like genuinely i don't think i CAN do anything
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it'll turn out fine because it has to.
I'm either being optimistic or disassociating the hell out of life rn, I genuinely can't tell -
every time i get a text I'm scared to death it's from you
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this isn't about a bully or anything in case anyone's worried lol, this person is just going through a ton of intense s--- and keeps having me as the sole person to talk them out of yk
idk how to word this next part right lol. I'm fine being a comfort person, I really like feeling like I can help people, I just get a problem with it when they have other coping skills and people to reach out to and I'm still the only person they talk to about it. Like honey i love you, but you have others who want to help, you can't keep texting me every time. It's not healthy for either of us -
and this is only about like intense severe stuff, I'm okay with mental breakdowns and stuff like that, I just can't handle every day getting a text from them saying "I'm going to ifykyk and you're the only person I'm letting talk some sense into me"
idk i feel like i have to explain and justify way to much of this lmao -
went to the open house for the High School I applied for a variance to.
I'm kinda scared that I made the wrong decision by applying, but I'm just going to ride it out and see how it unfolds -
ik i didn't make the wrong decision by applying, it's just stress and dread because he's transferring too, but it is what it is
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