Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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i have the weirdest ass eating nd sleep schedule
like ill lowkey forget to eat resulting in sum days skipped nd the only time i DO remember is when i get these splitting migraines that i get when i don’t eat or drink
my sleep schedule is kinda wonky ass too ngl
i go to slep anywhere from between 2-5 am, sumtimes ill stay up 4 one or two days but for the most part i need naps
but even if i do get ALOTALOT of slep like 8 or sum hours, ill need caffeine or screen time to keep me awake or ill jus nap the entire day through
it’s weird cuz when im TRYING to go to slep, ill stay awake, but when im TRYNA STAY AWAKE my brain all of a sudden becomes a rebel to itself -
actually smth jus popped in mind, idk why im on gtq cuz i rlly have no reason to be lmfao, nd im kinda bored of it anyway cuz it’s not rlly how it used 2 be
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this is a quiz site dawg 💀 LMAOAOAOOAOA
im practically modern einstein at forgetting that shiz -
plus sum ppl quote on quote adopted me so im snazzy 🤷♀️
probs jus got used to inputting unpopular opinions on here bc it’s ez 2 unlike twitter which will come after u for a minor post LOL -
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“OFFENSIVE MODS DELETE 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🦶🦶🦶💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥” -
that also leaves smth else in mind, i find it cringe when ppl make an announcement that they’re leaving gtq bc rlly there’s no reason to leave
like is sum1 here ur family member’s murderer or
that’s kinda hypocritical tho bc i used to do that cringe aaa shiz where id lowkey make a thread stating “IM LEAVING FOREVER “ bc i got mad at smth LMAOAOOA
but jus don’t understand it, like if u wan post jus post, no harm -
also reminds me of another thingamajig that makes me laugh lmfao
remember 2 or sum years ago i made a post stating how i was leaving bc i was immature af nd a lot of ppl were saying bye nd stuffs, pretty sure one person commented how id probs be back in like 2 or sum days (THEY WERE RIGHT LOLOL) , sum ppl were tryna convince me 2 stay
remember one peep in specific i cared a hella ton about was tryna convince me nd then i made the s---tiest post ever
said “okay, ill stay, but only bc of (insert name of person)”
everyone got so angry nd started spammining hate comments in the thread LMAO
i ended up taking a break (actually i dunno, pretty sure i said i was leaving 4 good bc that’s what i probs would have done. run from all my problems instead of face it which i had to learn a bit later)
sum1 from the site made a HATE THREAD 4 me where everyone would jus leave one comment of what they disliked about me, at the time it rlly hurt nd i would lowkey go to bed sobbing nd having a panic attack but looking back it’s funny af jus knowing my reaction to it when i well deserved it 😭😭😭 LMAOAOOAOAOAOAOAOA
probs got sum stuff wrong but it was 2 years ago so i don’t rlly remember a hella ton, jus the mutton of it -
learning i couldn’t jus make a shell nd run from everything was probs the hardest lesson to learn, nd im still learning the blunt of it
i would have lowkey laughed and made fun of younger me before strangling them bc i know they would have never listened 2 a word im saying rn 💀 nd if they did, they’d probs only listen bc in their mind having problems was “edgy and cool”
again im happy that all happened tho bc it gave me more time for self reflection
then again i feel like in a way this site ruined my life in the sense that it tore half of my social life apart
can’t rlly blame the site tho cuz it’s a quiz site 💀 LOL -
gosh i really do hate everything ive done, even if it’s a laughable matter. it’s not a fond thing to look back upon once ur in ur older ages bc then u jus think “wtf how many ppl have i hurt this is awful”
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and it scares me how unafraid younger me was of becoming a bad person, or hurting ppl in general
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lmfao broody broody blahhh blahhhhhhhh
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need to stop the habit of posting cringe stuffs in here, it’s dumb af 2 be posting my problems on a f---ing quiz site lolol
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