~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Thread Topic: ~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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photo I had to delete from fb but still have :c
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my dandelion :c -
Oops, here is it is properly:
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back when we were just friends
those were good times -
I like this photo
And I dont know why but it just. Doesnt hurt anymore like it used to. -
Yesterday I was talking on the phone with Rhiannah for a long time and I climbed up into a tree while I was talking with her (keep in mind it was like midnight) and these people walked by and were like Oh! Hey. Impressive
Lmao thankyu ik, my random tree climbing impulses are quite impressive -
Fun fact: When I saw Its Only Life by The Shins in my files, back in December 2015, I was up late in my room and the lights were off and I was transferring all my music from my computer to my Creative Zen. So naturally all the audio file icons stood out. When I saw that one I was confused because I didnt recognize it at all and I double clicked it. When it started I thought to myself Ill give it a chance and see if its any good.
This was right around the time I had just started public school. I was surrounded by people who believe different things than me. Theyd mock me and tease me about it after they had found out my religion. I just wanted to make friends, so I put up with it. I wouldnt even bring up my beliefs at all, but they would when they got any chance to tease me. And I felt really lonely and I missed all my Adventist friends from Maine.
Anyway, I also got into looking up all these different things about my religion and started questioning everything and doing a ton of studying on all sorts of things (hence the rabbit hole and the things they taught you linin up to haunt you, they being the religion I had been raised with).
And so yeah. Imagine my disbelief when I hear this song that just perfectly describes everything I am going through. I immediately knew what it meant.
I had no idea it had anything to do with how I had been self harming. To me, it was just my comfort song. The second verse had the strangest lyrics and I often just thought of it as very hopeful sounding and just overall really comforting.
I had no idea I would be given all of this... Skin&Earth... Rhiannah... understanding... and freedom... (: -
I want to kill my roommates
They never shut the f--- up
My head hurts so much
Why dont they ever shut up??? -
(Ignores this rhiannon she is half awake half asleep)
Oh my god ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¤ðŸ˜¡ðŸ˜¤ðŸ˜¡ðŸ˜¤ðŸ˜¤ðŸ˜¤ðŸ˜¡ðŸ˜¡ -
I have had a headache all day and so I finally go back to my dorm and sleep and then my roommates get back and i honestly do not understand how they can see me laying here and sit there with their shrill voices talking forever 😷â›
I swear I hate myself for getting a triple I should have just gotten a double -
I get really mean when I am tired like this
And oddly descriptive of how I plan to kill them
Sleepy rhiannon has murderous tendencies I guess -
But tbh its mostly the third one I wanna kill
I like Rainie
Shes cool
The other one is dramatic and f---ing annoying -
Saw main crush today
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I think I need to stop liking him cuz yea he way too popular for me and I bet hes a f---boy type
But that is easier said than done
Betty comes up with the most hilarious ideas, like today she said to bump into him and my other friend was like that is way too out of a korean drama and I could no lt stop laughing
I am just imagining us passing by each other and me like running into him super purposefully.
That is not accident that is like a full on attack. I aint doin that 😂 -
His hair ðŸ˜ðŸ˜â¤
Ok my roommates are finally quiet and I dont want to kill them anymore
goodnight gtq
Goodnight main crush wherever u are I lowkey kinda love u even tho I dont even know u ðŸ˜â¤ -
how freaking annoying is it that postimg is now down
:I
i want that picture to be somewhere
so at least i know it existed at some point
cuz if it weren't for that picture it might as well be like we never even knew each other
so hmph -
f--- you, postimg, tinypic is better anyway:
Idc what if a whole site goes down after I upload it, Ill just upload it again 😤
Stupid universe
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