~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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Thread Topic: ~ Rhi's Official Thread ~
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All the songs I used to listen to by Gregory and the Hawk and were the main reasons why I had ever even liked this band on Facebook (Ill also include what I related them to):
Boats and Birds - J, duh
The Point Sometimes - J, I remember laying in bed at night listening to this and feeling so sad about the distance between us, after I had left Maine...
A Wish - this song I had never even understood the vein lyric until later on... and even then I never associated J with that. I just liked the one part about I guess its her youll always love and her Ill always envy. Most of this song I cant relate to J at all because he was never like that to me. I just liked it because there were no other songs I knew of at that time that expressed loving a guy who apparently likes another girl.
The Bolder Thing To Do - J, the come back crying part of course I related to coming back to Maine in 2013... but thats about it. And the itd better to forget you, but I dont really want to...
A century is all we need
In Fact - pretty sure I heard this before I even met J, and would think of my childhood friends who use to bully me while listening to it. I actually am pretty sure I heard oats we sow and for the best before I had ever even met J, but its not like I related to them at all, so back then, to me it was just music.
Im your puppet - only the last verse, related it to my mom
Thats it. Those were pretty much the ones I liked by her. Mostly the super sad ones basically lmao. -
For The Best by Gregory and the Hawk
I really want to find a bar
And mix a fear up with a friend
Plant a joke kiss on your arm
And give you skulls tattoos in pen
I want to know...
Do I dance inside your head?
Is our love star crossed?
'Cause all I feel is that I'm caught in it
I really want to go to bed
With a feeling in my chest
Like I lost again
But this time for the best
I want to know
Do I smooth your checkered past?
Does your hope float?
When you call me your last
I really hope you're on at eight
With no commercial breaks
And the sofa sinks
Underneath our doubled weight
If I love you
Like I loved you from a far
If you love me
When your skin wasn't so hard
When your skin wasn't so hard -
Definitely star-crossed
We hardly even got any time alone together
We were always surrounded by other people
It's not like I could have told him when I was 13/14... and he was 18...
Plus, I had to leave Maine...
How tragic -
Wild Horses
Childhood living is easy to do
The things you wanted I bought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can't let you slide through my hands
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses couldn't drag me away
I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
Now you've decided to show me the same
No sweeping exit or offstage lines
Could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses couldn't drag me away
I know I've dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don't have much time
Faith has been broken tears must be cried
Let's do some living after we die
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses we'll ride them some day
Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild, wild horses we'll ride them some day.... -
In my old journal I wrote:
Things I want to someday ask/talk about with J:
Favorite color (I'd always tell myself, How can I love someone who I don't even know the favorite color of?)
Favorite bible verse
What are you studying in college/what do you like learning about?
Favorite sport
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When I first heard For the Best I cried and was really confused ;-;
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You are insane XD
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You have no idea, Dean lol
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If you ever want in on the insanity, check out my YouTube channel, called Acetelly, and all my playlists lol. And the links to GTQ in the about section.
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The two most important playlists are probably the one titled Beautiful
And
Like I loved you from afar
Cause those are basically my life stories -
Killed my butterflies today... 😞
Ill redraw them later...
I have to make them darker cause they were almost faded too
I had 4. Rhiannah, Dean, Catherine, and Calling Future... Im sorry -
I just feel like I should have protected myself.
The hallway even had a freaking stop sign in the door. It was after school and we werent even allowed in there.
Literally a freaking STOP SIGN.
I wish I could take that entire day back. I wish I had never done what I did. I didnt have to return it. I didnt have to... I trusted him so much... when there were so many reasons not to. -
I wish I could just rid that day from my memory...
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Its not just that... its how open I was with him the whole relationship. I feel like such an idiot. I feel like such a fool.
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Why am I such a mess?
Calling future, Im sorry for being such a mess.
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