100 days of sunlight
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Thread Topic: 100 days of sunlight
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"Not normally, but this definitely isn't the first time this has happened," Connor said, leaning against Evan's side and watching him pet the cat. "And considering I was the reason I had to change school my freshman year, I'm not surprised-"
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“Did you get in a fight, or something? You don’t have to say do you don’t wanna,” Evan said with a shrug.
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"Kind of, yeah," Connor replied, shrugging. "Got into the wrong crowd, did some things I'm definitely not proud of- Got myself expelled and kicked out of my old school."
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“Man, that’s wild,” Evan said, grabbing one of the cats and placing it in his lap.
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Connor nodded a little, resting his head on Evan's shoulder after a moment. "I've been trying to change. Grow out of those old habits," he spoke softly, fidgeting with the sleeve of his jacket. "Went to rehab for half a year, got a therapist- All the good s---, y'know?"
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“Yeah, good for you,” Evan said with a genuine smile, pressing a hesitant kiss onto Clay’s head.
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Connor blushed and smiled, leaning into Evan's side. "It's hard, though. Really f---ing hard," he murmured, folding his hands together and running his thumb and pointer finger over one of his rings. "I slip back into the old habits, a lot-"
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(DAMN OF COURSE HES GOT RINGS)
“Yeah, I get that,” Evan whispered, petting the cat in his lap. -
(XDDD i mean, how could i not give this mfer rings??? lmfaoo)
"I just- feel like I'm f---ing up all the progress I make," Connor murmured, glancing over at a car walked over and nudged his leg. He reached over, petting its head. "I used to smoke and vape, cut, do drugs, the works- it's hard to stay off that path once you start it..." -
(lmfao so real)
“Yeah, I bet,” Evan said with a nod, grabbing one of the cats paws in his lap and gently smacking it onto Connor’s leg. -
Connor chuckled softly, watching the cat for a moment. He exhaled softly, staring at the bracelets on his wrists that covered up his scars. "I just- sometimes I feel like it's just- no use, y'know?" He whispered softly, fidgeting with one of the bracelets. "Like, why should I even try-"
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Evan furrowed his brows, turning his head to Connor. “What? Because being better is so much better.”
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"But- I-I keep messing up, and- and I keep doing those things I know I-I shouldn't, and I keep- I keep getting angry at people-" Connor spoke, his voice wavering a little. He hugged his legs to his chest, burying his face in his knees. "It just feels so useless, since I keep f-f---ing it all up..."
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“What? Connor, I don’t think you’ve ever gotten mad at me- at least not without good reason,” Evan said with a shrug.
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"I- I still get mad at other people-" Connor murmured, his hands gripping his jeans.
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