alexithymia
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I hate it when people get mad at me for not doing something they never told me I had to do like I can’t read your f---ing mind
And then it’s always like “use your smart brain” because yay I get good grades but like you never told me to do this so how should I know I had to do it like just tell me when the imaginary rules change I can’t guess -
I hate looking at my report cards ugh
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Went through my camera roll and deleted all our pictures together at 10.23pm bc why not
Tell me why I had so many pics of us like i like capturing memories and s--- but I deleted like 400 pictures
Ugh it hurt too
She was the only one who genuinely cared about me for a while. And she was the first friend to frequently let me know so. She made me feel so loved especially when I was having breakdowns and venting like for once I didn’t feel like absolute s--- all the time and then she just left
We’d even planned our adulthoods like running away to some place in Canada with two cats and a massive dog
I knew it wasn’t going to happen but the thought was nice and she just threw it all away so willingly idk if it was my fault either because I tried to fix things and understand but maybe I am a s---ty person who doesn’t deserve good things idk
Anyway my camera roll is free of her and the old friend group now
It’s crazy how it all just stopped when H left like I felt like everything was good and great until he moved and everything just started falling apart a month later -
I just feel like nobody wants me the only reason I’m holding on is for my sister and at times my mum and dad
Like so worthless and idk what I did wrong besides exist whatever god or deity up there seems to hate me -
I just feel so horrible about the world right now not just what’s happening in America but in Australia too
Some group in the qld government, which is where I live, tried to make it so abortion would be illegal just recently. The majority of the qld government was like “hell no” but the fact it’s even on debate is so scary wtf
They called abortion “anti democratic” -
My rights shouldn’t f---ing be on debate we’re not in the 1960s anymore
I don’t want a prime minister who’s consistently voted against trans rights and lgbt protection -
It’s obviously not as bad as what’s going on in America I know that but I wish I didn’t have to worry about this
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Genuinely have no hope for the future
Like if politics in Canada go to s--- too idk what I’m gonna do because f---ing Peter Dutton
I wish choosing sides was hard like I wish it wasn’t one side being “be trans and black and a woman here are your rights :)” and the other side being “oh you’re lgbt and black and have a uterus no rights for you lolz” -
Hopefully Dutton doesn’t get elected because if he does Albanese won’t be able to run again and we might get a s---ty leader in place of him
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That sucks, I'm so sorry
It really feels like s--- having your existence talked about like a problem people have to sort out -
I mean it’s not much better for you Americans, love and prayers (if you’re religious) from an entity across the world
It does and it’s so stupid our rights aren’t a thing to be debated they should be given to us without condition -
(lol I'm not but ty) it sucks, but we'll figure our s--- out at some point
exactly, and then the people who offer that are treated like saints when in reality they're just chill people -
Hopefully it works out lol
Good people shouldn’t be rare these days the good people should be make president/prime minister and the bad people should be stripped of all power and influence is it really that hard to have common sense. -
Yeah hopefully
Real, but the problem is a lot of the socially bad ones are fairly decent economically, so people have to pick and choose what the best qualities are and it's just a mess -
Ughhh but trump isn’t even that good economically from what I’ve seen correct me if I’m wrong and since when did the price of groceries come before human rights
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