alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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oh my lord, some people are so f---in' weird, wtf-
that's so real tho, i'd be scared, too- -
what the actual f--- is wrong with people
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Yeah just wtf
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I feel so alone and like unwanted
Which is so stupid because there are people online who check up on me but if I wasn’t on here or on snap I wouldn’t really have anyone who actually likes me
I like being invisible sometimes it’s always been so easy to just blend into the background so nobody notices you, therefore nobody picks on you
But you also have no friends when you’re invisible and nobody irl wants to be friends with you because you’re just kinda there
Which means nobody really likes or cares about me which means nobody would care if I disappeared -
I had two exams in a row and now my brain is dead ugh
For geography it was literally just 20 paragraphs and for math half of it was s--- our teacher didn’t even teach us (he’s one of those “chill” teachers who do no teaching) but I think I got most of it
I’m in all the top core classes next year tho so I’m not really worried about my grades this term (I’m lying I’m worrying way too much) because the report cards we get at the end of the year give us the grades we’re getting for the whole year, not the term, so I’m pretty sure I’m gonna be okay in most subjects because I got straight As in all except one subject that affect my GPA -
I wish I was more likeable
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Or just more like what’s “normal”
Like that would get me a lot further in life and make me cool and popular and liked but nooo I’m trans and paranoid and obsessed with stupid insects -
Ik it doesn't mean much coming from an online friend but you're very likeable
And ew why would you want to be normal that's for boring people -
Thanks
Idk it just seems easier straight cis neurotypical (I’m not tested but yk what I mean) people don’t get harassed for existing -
I understand that. If it makes you feel better, you're not alone :)
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Yeah. Thanks
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My interests are so stupid I’m uninteresting as hell
Why am I so depressed at the moment I’m doing everything everyone told me to -
Your interests are cool, but I know the feeling. If you ever want to infodump about your 'stupid' interests then pop on my thread and ramble lol
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Thanks lol. Noted :)
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Trigger warning
I feel so bad when I sh because both my parents know I do it so when I wear sweaters (it’s summer and it gets super hot) they get super suspicious and s--- and when they check I only show them one side of my wrists so they don’t see it and they don’t check the other side every time so they don’t know but I feel so bad for worrying them ugh
I don’t do it till it’s bl33ding a s--- ton so they fade quickly but yeah
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