alexithymia
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I hate hospitals
It ended up being wholesome but I’m barely holding it together rn the city sucks -
I hate having to be strong all the time I just want to break down in front of everybody sometimes
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do you want me to talk, or should I leave you alone?
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Idrc, everything is just piling up and taking a toll lol
I’m already not doing well because of the thing with my friend, and idk hospitals and the process of going to the city is just horrible, and just in general things aren’t great -
No kidding, that's all really f---ing stressful, I'm sorry that's happening
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It’s fine, I just hate having to pretend everything’s fine. Exams and s--- are stressful too, like I’ve barely had time to practise for my music assessment tomorrow and I have to get 7 pages of art done for English by Friday-
It’s just like I don’t have time for anything, especially my own emotions and stupid friendships -
I want to take a day off tomorrow so bad but I’d be missing lessons
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all three of them are still not talking to me
i told my mum about it yesterday because for some reason she can always tell when something's wrong and it made me feel a little better but i still dont have anybody in any of my classes who actually likes me
next year it'll be different because we'll have different people in every class (for the first couple of years of hs here you have the same people for core classes) and hopefully ill find one or two people but yeah -
one of the bad things about being an outcast in school is the constant harassment oh my god
my music teacher heard the yelling and intervened before it got too bad so they ended up leaving me and my friend along but like ughh -
do you want to talk about it, or do you want me to not say anything?
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i need to rant lol
people in my grade aren't too bad (yet) just the usual harassing, weird questions etc but my friend is in a grade above me when it does get bad and sometimes gets physical. they were making weird comments about my yk yk and just in general being weirdos and we were like trying to get them to go away- we sit right near the music room so my music teacher heard (shes awesome) and told them to go away -
That's so awful, jesus christ
It's good that the music teacher heard, but still -
yeah, its not great
they literally pick on anyone who's different its so exhausting
and ive never had anyone comment on my skin colour because im w h i t e and this a l s o w h i t e girl kept asking questions as to why i'm so pale i've never had someone ask something like that before-
new insecurity unlocked lmao -
That sucks, I'm so sorry
Not the pale comments- don't be insecure about that, most people ik get called pale too (regardless of skin color oddly enough) -
Yeah- I’m worried about my sister going into this school next year too. Like she has friends obvi, which would make things easier, but I’m 95% sure she’s gonna get similar comments about her hair
It’s such a weird thing to be asking about like first it’s none of your business and second why do you even care- (that’s so weird-)
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