alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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like whats the purpose??
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fr like how is it any of your business
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literally like just go about the rest of your day
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and ive never seen your ugly face in my life why would you even care
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literally like pookie what
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frrr
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I feel alone it’s just like ugh
I don’t want to be alive I just feel so useless and unwanted -
The reason I don’t want this is to be normal and I want to me neurodivergent is because I don’t want these feelings and all this to be normal I want it to be treatable and curable so I don’t have to be feeling like s--- all the time
If it’s normal and all good and well I just have to deal with it for the rest of my life
But like if i do end up neurotypical that’s fine and great I just want this to be treatable -
Or maybe I am just an a--hole faking it all for attention idk anymore
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It's still treatable if it's neurotypical. I know the feeling though, I wanted to be neurodivergent just so I could explain the feelings I had a little better than "Idk i just feel this way", and turns out that was my ocd really REALLY wanting me to label myself
You're not an a--hole and it doesn't feel like you're faking it -
Yeah that’s fair, idk it just feels like it’s not valid or real if I can’t put I label on it, like if I don’t know what it is my brain thinks it’s probably just nothing
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I get that. Brains are stupid lol
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Yeah lol
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Might be taking a break from this site for a while
Idk it’s nothing y’all have done obviously but I fell into a major depressive episode yesterday and haven’t been able to bring myself to do stuff. A bunch of s--- happened today too so i might just hop off for a couple of days until I’m feeling better or smth but if I disappear again that’s why -
Depends how I’m feeling tomorrow tho maybe it won’t be too bad and the episode will pass quickly
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