alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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You're great, and she's stupid. That's her problem, not yours
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Idk it was just… yeah. I feel like there’s some other reason she cut me off but I can’t think of any, she’s never hinted at me doing anything else she didn’t like
I just feel like nobody would end a friendship with their friend because they spiralled about an awful person and she didn’t like that so she f---ing ghosted them and didn’t talk it out like there had to be something else I did I feel like -
Yeah, the lack of closure is probably f---ing with your head, especially since she clearly mattered a lot to you
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It is she didn’t even tell me what I did wrong like “oh you spiralled about this person and want me to explain why the hell I ghosted you because of it instead of simply communicating I needed a break when you needed to talk it out and get closure? lol nope unfriended” that’s what I’m getting from that and I don’t know what to do about it
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that's so messed up. I'm so sorry
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It’s fine. Sorry for dumping this all on you, it’s not your problem
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No it's fine, I'm not upset
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Idk I don’t want it to seem like I don’t care about our friendship or like I’m a mess that can’t stop thinking about her. Thanks tho
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Yeah, makes sense. You don't seem like that
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Thanks
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I know what I want to do with my life like I have it planned out but idk what to do for the time being
Like I’m stuck at school and not old enough to do anything really memorable yet that’s why I wanna start working on the weekends next year but I don’t wanna burn myself out because I know I break easily if I have to be around people too long
But just right now what do I do with my life when I have nobody to hang out with and too much free time -
Tried to make myself write but that didn’t work
I love this story I love my characters and the plot and the potential I just feel like I can’t bring it to life -
I hate worrying about food so much like why is this on my mind
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I’ve lost like a kg of weight which isn’t much but it feels so icky and gross to talk and worry about
Nobody respond to this btw food and weight just feels weird to talk about I’m just putting this here because this thread is like my journal that I actually write in lol -
Completely unrelated but why is my ex friend who was part of the friend group and just went with the trumpie friend when we argued without saying a word to me constantly viewing my TikTok profile
I post random s--- like s---ty CapCut edits or whatever from fandoms she’s not even apart of
And I’m not talking like a couple times a week like I’m talking 5 times a week, sometimes every day like girl what
And she just constantly left me out too like it was obvious she always favoured the trumpie friend which sucked for me but good lord we were never that close why are you stalking my profile like this
Honestly it’s ironic since I’m spending every spare moment thinking about trumpie friend and hating myself etc etc and still saying this but idk it’s weird I’m just gonna block trumpie friend and delete her number so I don’t feel tempted to message her in the middle of a breakdown bc I know how I am
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