alexithymia
Thread Topic: alexithymia
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Idek anymore
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why would you be a bad person (obviously you don't have to answer if you don't want to)
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Well the friend stuff I mentioned before and people telling me I am and yeah
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I don't see anything wrong with not committing to a friendship you're not particularly enjoying. People can say whatever they want, that doesn't make it true
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Ig but then I go and complain about being lonely so it makes me a hypocrite. And I lash out and I’m p---- when I’m burnt out and im lazy and I take everything to heart. You don’t have to respond to this either, I wouldn’t know what to say if I was in your shoes but yeah
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I would guess you're lonely because you haven't enjoyed a friendship in forever. Right now you have more of a halfway friend from what I can tell.
So you're an emotionally sensitive teenager? Not to say you shouldn't work on getting better or anything, there's no harm in working on yourself, but idk, I feel like that's just because you're a teenager. I could definitely be wrong though, I don't know 100% of the situation obviously -
Yeah. A halfway friend is a good way to describe it
Yeah it’s probably just because of that -
Thanks, I've had enough of them to create a name for them lol
You're not a horrible person, you're just a teenager with mental struggles from what i can tell -
Yeah ig. Thanks
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Did they ever really care about me
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Anyway blocked both of them because seeing them comment on our mutual friends’ posts sucks
Plus one of them (not the one I had the falling out with about orange guy the other one apart of our trio) keeps viewing my profile which is sucks because I just got past my “we’re not friends anymore so I’m constantly stalking all your accounts please don’t be doing better without me” phase and 1 it’s weird knowing she’s watching my stuff and 2 I don’t want to be reminded of them every time she views my profile so now she doesn’t get to see it take that -
Now I’m just kinda depressed about it all
I’d rather they send me a list of what I did wrong than not give any closure, then I could determine whether the reasons they ended was my fault or not -
Jeez I went without thinking about this for a whole week
I was never really close with M and I didn’t really realise that until H left and A was the only one actually talking me because H just kinda ghosted us when he moved
I didn’t think M would just go with A and ghost me too tho I have no idea what A told her about our “fight” to make me seem like an a--hole (or if she said anything about it and M just kinda went “oh I never cared about them anyway lolz”)
M didn’t talk to me about it tho so I can only guess
Is this how people solve things now do we just ghost each other and refuse to talk things out -
Didn’t hit my goal of not relapsing until school started again but I’m glad I got to a few weeks
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It always hurts when you’re trying so hard to be kind and agreeable with somebody and they just do the exact opposite
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