Vent thread I'll probably forget about
Thread Topic: Vent thread I'll probably forget about
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They've been hovering over my grades so much recently and I don't understand it like pookie I'm fine my grades are okay (straight B student atm which isn't bad considering I just have to turn in a couple assignments and then they're all back to As) it's not a big deal
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I'm actually stressing so much over being late for seminary lmfaoooo
it's not a big deal, lucas, he didn't even notice you were gone, he didn't even mark it and you were literally like 2 minutes late and he knows you're a good kid when it comes to being on time what are you even worried about -
In other news I THINK ik what school I'm transferring to
I'm still waiting like 2 weeks to decide for sure bc istg every time I think I have it figured out some wild s--- happens and suddenly I'm right back to being unsure about everything lmao -
Iz you better be ok
Ik what happened now and it's bad, but not too bad (not february lol) but you haven't been in school for 3 days now, you better be here after Thanksgiving Break please -
I need to find a new job
I'm very lucky my last one was a healthy environment, I've heard horror stories about that place, but the area I worked at was amazing (and I got to meet N I C O <3)
it gave me such a mental health boost too like I didn't feel an ounce of dysphoria or paranoia or intense depression on the weeks where I was working -
now I just need to see if the boba shop is allowing people <18 to work there lol
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It's really weird knowing there are people in high school and older with absolutely no self reliance
idk maybe I grew up too fast or something, but how do you not have even the smallest idea of a plan for your future? -
Like there's nothing wrong with taking gap years for college and stuff like that, but in my mind gap years are for getting an idea of what you want out of life and getting a job to save up for whatever expensive college you're going to
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Again, it might just be the fact that I grew up too fast though, I just genuinely can't comprehend not planning for your future at all
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And I'm aware I'm probably being a hypocrite because once I'm an adult I probably won't be able to afford anything, but idk I've been saving up and making plans with people to make sure I end up not completely helpless
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I've been venting with Miguire all day lmao I've got so much tea and anger to spill but most of it isn't my tea so wHaTEvEr
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I'm still so mad at Eli for removing all his playlists from his profile last week like the whole friend group agreed that was the sign for ifykyk you don't just DO IT and then show up the next day perfectly fine going "Oh wow yall were so worried about me you're so overdramatic"
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Especially since that's the same night Iz and E had their episodes
Like bro wtf do you realize how worried we were- 3 of our friends removed all their playlists, you can't expect us to not be worried -
I really don't like talking to my moms side of the family
My dad knows it too- it's gotten bad enough that he's debating neither of us show up to Christmas (the entire extended family hangs out at my nanas house for 3 days after christmas too, so it's a big deal to not show up) -
I honestly feel like they're trying to get rid of me atp
It's Thanksgiving and they just shoved me in a table with all the 9 year old girls and told them they were my responsibility- i didn't end up eating anything because I had to take care of a bunch of little kids
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