Fire in the Dark
Thread Topic: Fire in the Dark
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What I said was horrible. My mother does love me. All that s**t was a lie. She cared about me all along. And I wish I had been here instead.
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This life is so much better. I'm so much happier. I can be myself and don't have to worry about anything.
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F**k it. I'm not gonna play these games with you. I'm Alex now. Not Anna. No, Alex. F**king respect that!! I have changed my name, and my life. So stop calling me by my dead name and accept that I'm different now.
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Oh, god damn. I'm so nervous....
Tuesday is the first day of school. I'm waiting for a dress, which hopefully comes tomorrow, or I might wear a different one. Oh god, I'm so nervous!! -
Anxious rn. Why? Idk. How? Idk. God.... I'm so f**king anxious......
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Anxiety attack. Just because Chrome isn't working on my phone and I feel like I'm gonna lose Blizz, and that can't happen. I'm not ready to let go, for the second time. I can't do it, not so soon after losing Ran. I can't deal with the anxiety and panic. I can't do this. A panic attack means I won't focus as well as I should and that I'm gonna be really fidgety and restless. I can't f**king lose Blizz, I just can't. Ran was first and that was painful. Now I feel like it's Blizz, which is gonna rub salt in the wound. I haven't gotten over Ran yet, and Blizz still has contact, but if I lose them, I lose all contact with Ran. I can't do this. Not today.
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If Ran comes back for school, on their computer...
Maybe Ran and I could revive what once was? I mean, friend wise. Maybe we could be friends again. -
Calm down, calm down. All will be well. Unless you panic.
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They're okay. I guess. Am I? No. Are they really? Probably not.
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Six mental people.
Alex
Don
Curo
Zumae
Devin
&
Anna
Why do we have to rage? We don't need this pain or suffering. -
We lost all we care about. Everyone is pulling away. Or so it seems with these raging nightmares.
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You are a problem.
You are a screw up
You are a burden.
Words of cruelty and horror
Why do we put ourselves down? -
Loud intense scream, please come out
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My mental state continues to decrease. Went from Don to Curo to Alex to Anna, then back to Don, then down to Zumae, then to Devin. What fun...
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Who am I now? Devin? Don? A mix of the two?
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